48th Journey

[reginagloriae]

I really miss Rakushun. He was the only person who got to meet me wholly and his presence helped me to move forward and become better. I don't want to admit I'm feeling his absence more than my parents', but I do. I miss mom and dad but their presences don't comfort me as his does. Traveling together, sharing public bathes, sleeping in the same room, eating meals. We're almost like siblings or a... married couple. Watching Raku-kun nap on my bed after eating makes me want him here, so he would help me to raise him.

When Seiya-kun asked me about having a boyfriend or girlfriend, I should I told him I don't like boys or girls...god help me. They're so blah in a romantic sense. I love mice. Hear that? I think Rakushun's gray charcoal fur and cute ears are irresistible. I don't care what people say.

Huh. I guess this makes me a furlajfdkslajf.