This is the room, the start of it all ( Read more... )

i feel like a monster. not a big friendly one just a brutal one. today at rugby i rucked this guys head on purpose, this type of thing happens all the time but im never a dirty player im never! i dont know what came over me in a moment of rage i was vicious, dangerously viscious. i feel so dirty it really disturbed me, its not the person i am. (i ( Read more... )

thank god that speech thing is over. doing well wasnt important but doing it without any major choking was. i dont really care if i wasnt any good at it or anything like that but getting it over was real goal. i have spent this whole week with that horrible gut feeling and just genuinly feeling anxious constantly anxious and weak. i know all you ( Read more... )

Playing in a band is very fun. Our first jam was very productive and a great knew eperience for myself.

The olympics is also very fun to watch.

Won rugby on saturday (not that anyone cares) 22-0 and i scored a try yay.

I'm in a grand mood and kate thanks once more for the pumpkins thingo.

i woke up agitated with things, things that i couldn't change. I went to school depressed after Ian Curtis told me to be. however ang seeing you inbetween 1st and 2nd period was nice. Canoeing was extremely fun. its ridiculous how we go out in the ran on the river just before a maths test and i whinge in my head the whole time but in the end it was ( Read more... )

I feel kinda strange writing down how i feel. Wont people read it and make fun of me? i've noticed people do that. maybe it because they have to be mascular or cool or something i dont know. well i say i dont know but thats what i think it is or maybe they just aren't very intelligence so they behave in this way because they lack the adeqiute ( Read more... )