Rejection^2

Jul 24, 2005 09:13

I want to be in the arms of my lover but those arms are not available to me. The loss stagers me. I can’t understand how I can love this woman so much and still lose her. I understand that the conflict inherent in us hurts her. I understand that loss of things pains her. But, she tamed me long ago, and I know she will miss me as much as I will ( Read more... )

love, loss, relationship

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sadness redslime July 24 2005, 17:32:56 UTC

As I walk around the house getting ready to leave for the day I keep having thoughts about this being the last or nearly the last time I might do this particular thing and a great grief comes up in me.

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Re: Rejection redslime July 25 2005, 07:00:55 UTC

No it is not just your fault.

I wish you could read my words as if they were some other man's. I think then you would not respond so defensively.

I don't know that one can ever be done with love, but if you are done then you are done.

The last few weeks have not been clean, and that saddens me. I don't think you really cop to your anger.

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