thinking never has done me much good.

but i think something good is on the way...

i can feel it in my bones.

i can see it in your eyes.

very few are.

i swear i'm sleeping less and less.

so i read back through a few entries. laughed a lot. felt quite annoyed by myself a lot too. it's funny because i can pinpoint who and what i was talking about like it was yesterday.

i demolished the journal long before she demolished me.

i should be studying. this lj has the potential to bring back my poetic nature. i've missed it <3

so it's been a long long time. considering my last post was in march... and it's now november. i was pretty sure i was done with this thing, but i was thinking about it the other day.. and now i found someone who has one and i was like. hrm. i miss that. SO here i am! i'm not even going to dare look back through entries. ... lol. half the time they ( Read more... )

why do i have a livejournal? i don't use it anymore.

ps. i'm done. with you. with this. with everything. with life.

bye.

so ( Read more... )

it's so weird! not having a dog. dear lord. everytime i walk in the house i expect him to be here. and then he's not. and then when i leave to go places i'm like.. move bernard.... oh... ugh. cuz he'd always block the door ( Read more... )

it feels so weird without bernie around.
it's too quiet.
and i hate it.

i don't feel well. and i'm going to bed and read and talk to that one... night

i bought a fishie today.

bernie is leaving tomorrow.

i'm so lost. :\

i'll have you know, that i am better than this.

for a minute i thought i really cared about you too.
and now i know how stupid i was.

you make me sick.