Today

Sep 20, 2010 19:09

I haven't posted in a while. I haven't wanted to post in a while. Why talk about myself when everything is fine? Good days and good times don't lend themselves to drama or to good reading. But, here we go with the angst...

I'm tired of feeling broken.

I thought I was mended. But, just when you think everything's ok. Murphy's law right? I was looking ( Read more... )

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wingedgestapo September 21 2010, 03:46:55 UTC
I love you so much, and things are already looking better <3 The best things take time, and having happiness and Ryan were well worth all those years <3

I love you! <3

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lycaon78 September 21 2010, 11:55:27 UTC
I wish all the best for you, and hope things get better for you soon. You are loved.
*gives you a hug*

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demonic18 September 21 2010, 16:08:50 UTC
I know we don't speak much anymore, but I still think of you.
You need to remember that you moved on in your life, you found Ryan, and despite your employment and financial situation, you still have each other. Life has clearly improved for you if you haven't found anything bad to write about in so long. Just because Nicholas has moved on without you is no reason to feel low. The past is done.

Look to your future with Ryan, and tell yourself that your job problems will improve. I am sure they will, I know you deserve it :)

And as far as I'm concerned, societies yardstick is hugely overrated. Forget what's expected of you, and do what is right for you. You'll feel better for it. Life is much simpler when you don't worry about others expectations, stick to your own. You'll find it more fulfilling.

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demonic18 September 21 2010, 16:12:19 UTC
P.S. I love you guys, look after yourselves :)

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