and im gonna delete this soon cause noone fucking gives a shit anyways. its not like anyone cares about me.

FUCK YOU GUYS.
how about everyone just get out of my life. im sick of being treated like shit.

im one of the best friends you ever had, and now you lost me.
fuck you guys im so sick of this shit.

i hope when i get my medicine i never talk to you again. then maybe ill realize half the problem was you.

so lets update this baby ( Read more... )

i havent written in this for awhile. so i figured i'd update ( Read more... )

ive been so busy with school lately its driving me insane, and im not even doing good. im failing everything and i try so hard not to, it just doesnt work. im kinda pissed about that, not gonna lie ( Read more... )

i made me new years resolutions and im sticking with them this time. im sick of being fat. i hate t infact. oits making so insecure again and i dont like it at all. i cant wear things i want to because people only make clothes for the deathly ill these days. im not saying i want to be that thin but i definatly want to lose 50 pounds. it seems like ( Read more... )

ok so i FINALLY get a car and lookw hat happens....i get fired.
WTF?!

life just likes fucking me in the ass lately doesnt it.
peice of shit life.

but nick goes home in two weeks and i wont see him again until may when he comes home from college and that makes me realllllly sad.

fuck you life.

so christmas is tomorrow, what?!?!?!?!?!

and who's the best girlfriend in the world?! me, i bet you all didnt make your boyfriends an andy warhol portrait of himself that took two weeks to do and framed it and everything eh? yeahh so :-P

i have THE BEST boyfriend everrrr ( Read more... )

i have no clue what happened the past 3958 weeks. same old shit.
ncik is coming home in like 11 daysss :). and he says he has a suprise for me but he wont say what >.< it make sme frustrated.

oh god i have A.D.D. i cant write on this now :)