New toys all around! I got a new phone, a new digital camera (from my hott boyfriend Skyler for valentines day), and a new laptop! Skyler is still amazing, even after 3 months and the long distance thing, he never ceases to amaze me. Mmmm, and school makes me want to die every time i have to do a scrap of homework... lol, call me sometime b/c I ( Read more... )

But I don't. I don't want to be in school. I hate it so much and how i'm still keeping my head above water I will never know. I just have to keep pushing. Right? A degree is worth it, right? All I have to say is, it had better be ( Read more... )

So I spent the weekend with Skyler. He drove here sat afternoon, took me to work, chilled at the house w/ my parents and cam, picked me up, drove me around while we tried to find my drunk friends, watched movies, and then spent the night at the house(in the guest room unfortunately heehee). We studied today, b/c he made me after our family brunch ( Read more... )

So the guy i'm dating right now is amazing! He took me up to this lake that his family has a little property on and we spent the day there! The past week we've talked for hours on the phone and he's just so sweet, a real southern gentleman! I really like him. Pray for me, hahaha.

Anybody remember what that is? Well I am. *sigh*

So, things are always the same with me. Not much changes really.... School, work, one failed date after another. And boys really confuse me.

So I feel like i'm loosing touch with a lot of people i care about. I don't know why I can't just pick up and call the people when i really want to talk to them. I think i'm ashamed of myself, i don't know what it is that's making me so downtroden these past few months?? If ur reading this i love u, and i'll get over this mood swing very soon ( Read more... )

I really am losing faith that i'll find some one. Even my dreams don't end up happy anymore.

If some one took the "Please stomp on my heart" sign off my back. Yeah. Thanks for that.

So life proceeds as it always has. School on tuesdays and thursdays and work the rest of the week. Guys, but all of them only interested in getting ass. My sister is getting married next saturday! ahhh! how exiting is that!?!? That is all.