I Hate everything!  I WILL NEVER EVER TRUST ANYONE AGAIN NEVER AGAIN! NEVER AGAIN IT ONLY CAUSES PAIN AND HURT AND DISTRESSE AND DISSAPOITMENT> NEVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER TRUST ANYONE AGAIN. Me die. Me DIE NOW. I cna't live with this fucking world! I'msick of trusting the wrong people. I@ MSICK OF IT

Me= selfish turd.

Me= horrible little scum.

Me= Self hatred draws lines on my wrist.

Me= No reason to be here.

I feel so trapped in life. Dont think peopel relaise how depserate i am but i dont deserve people to care i mean this is what i've done, this is what i've become i;ve failed and failed everyone. I'm so sowwi.

Chrsitmas

Christmas was hard for me. Infact harder than any other 'normal day' as things are expected at christmas such as happyness, smiles that are real, and just generally enjoying life to the maximum. however i find this rather hard i try but it's hard. tired em out completley it was such hard work.

The year.

So to sum things up this year what ( Read more... )

do this poll form my last enetery here is the link http://reddevil01.livejournal.com/2006/12/09/

it would be great if u could do it please do!!

Poll Transgendered

PLEASE DO THIS POLL IT WILL ONLY TAKE A FEW MINS INFACT LESS THAN A FEW MINS!! PLEASE DO THIS FOR ME!
THANKS!!

even if u dnt talk to me much do this poll!! also it would help if u commented. THANKS

i had it all planned, a friend noticed something and phoned the unit. now i'm on suicide watch basicly people hafve to like keep a real close eye on me make sure i aint doing anything 'stupid'. so i'll probs just spend most of my time on the computer cause then my mum can see i'm on here and won't keep watching me if she can hear the typing lol ( Read more... )

i dunno what to say. i'm sick of this damn life, everything just goes wrong ad i can only think of one conclusion to get rid of this pain.............i dnt think there is much anyone can do to help i'm helpless people have tried everything and they are running out of ideas this there is nothing i can do anymore there is nothing i can do anymore i' ( Read more... )

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ok i dnt see a point to life and well this question remains constantly in my head what is the poin in life really? what is the point?! i just dnt see whatever it is all those people see aout how there is a point i just dont see it!! so please if someone could answer me here it would be great...so far no one has really been abl;e to answer this!!