Life's weird. Doors open and close, but we never have time to figure out things. It's cool to analyze things in my life. Helps me grow as a person. I'm painting my room red and purple. I'm excited. My life is up and up. But we all have our days when we're confused and distraught. But in my days of disdain i want dramatic change. I know as A woman ( Read more... )

I'd like to. I want to. But I probably wont. And it bothers me. I want more from this. But I keep holding back ( Read more... )

I really like painting and occasionally going out dancing with positive friends. I'm trying to diet and failing. I have a gym membership and haven't gone for a week. I had time off from work to sort myself out. I'm feeling a lot better now but I still have alot more to work on. I've had issues interacting with people on a regular basis outside of ( Read more... )

When you see someone that mourns their brother or their son it's a different story than any other. I couldn't fathum loosing either one of my brothers. My cousins lost their brother. I lost a cousin. he was doing something he loved to do everyday.

the internet isn't right at my grasp. but i am here ( Read more... )

Life. It's so random. I love it. Sometimes in a state of weakness i'll slip up but i know in the long run i'm gonna try to take care of myself to the best of my ability ( Read more... )

I'm totally stoked on life right now. That sums it up in one sentence. I need to finish projects. my life is good. i'm happy. I wish i could ride my bike everyday. or a better one. it's weird finding out things about situations that you didn't know originally. I don't feel bad about anything that happened but it would of been cool to know the ( Read more... )

So uhh i'm actually really good surprisingly. But than there's always those random thoughts that pop up in my mind. But we're all happy and all good. I just recently today!! figured out how to make amazingly cute pointy hats!!! Originals by Mary!!!! And I'm really excited cause i can't find anything that cute anywhere. SO yeah, and also i'm getting ( Read more... )

So im in quite a weird situation i must say. Im going to have to move or just find the right way of handling this. I've been one way for like 2 yrs and i dont really want it to change but it's going to. It's not exactly gonna change for the better either. I'm gonna grow up move out and get my life going. so scary and so freaky. so my stomach and my ( Read more... )

I'm really tired and i feel like i failed at something. I can just step back from the picture and just hopefully it will all blow over. Who are we anymore? I dont know. I road my bike for hours today and it was so awesome. I want to do it more often. Working. its taking over. No free time hardly ev er. Who ( Read more... )