i feel odd ( Read more... )

eeeeeEEeEEEeEEE.
hair dye okay,but nearing 40 after...where is he?he said eleven o'clock.Held up at home,or messing around with shane i'll bet.he COULD call me if he was taking care of stuff at home....

going to bed much lately-like.Singing 'such great heights' by Postal Service nice & slow.listening to my only Cure on vinyl.Eric came to visit ( Read more... )

You're trying too hard ( Read more... )

going to Rachel party saturday.gone from 11-22 hundred or so.calling my house saturday not good idea.call cell.0 ( Read more... )

STUPID!dum dum dum dum brainless little wretch.after reading over Toli's invite,it says SATURDAY.THIS SATURDAY.God, i'm fucking STYUPID!!!!!
I want to do the fun thing.I can't go to Rach's AND Toli's Party.grr.
& as far as I know,Lenore's party is still on Halloween.BOLLOCKS.
help! ~.~ *puppy whimper*

*whiiiiiiiine* grr.le uber grr.

Today I met Stephan,a friend of Lenore/Toli's today.Now starting at Concord high.Prejudices dumbass.Like Slade,but without the underlying considerations before doing something dumbassed.He kneed Toli towards the end of lunch.ON HIS B-DAY OF EVERYTHING!So me & Lenore were cornering & 'attacking' him.I was just punching his arm & she was up to ( Read more... )

god damned!all of them just want to go the hell away in the end.why don't they listen to meeeeeeeee!grr.i'm honest.I TRY to tell them that's all they'll do.that's all they do in the end.but they don't listen to start with.it's a bitch,yea & verily.even some who were my 'best friends' abandoned me for a higher social status & such fun frivolity crap ( Read more... )

all these dreams I used to have came back to me just now.& they're elaborated.i'm scared.people should NOT be coming back from the dead years later & molesting old ladies who wear fishnet under their floral print flat-chested dresses,& he shouldn't be telling her to keep that bike & his coffin,& that fairy princess gown always did allude me,& I ( Read more... )

I put on my bathing suit,my lined hoodie jacket,black leggings,& my pair of tan ugg boots.I grew up with them as a kid.great indeed.
I sat outside on the back portch because the rain was too light,& i'm now on the last chapter of Elske.READ IT ( Read more... )