I thought they were gone. I thought I buried them so deep I'd never have to touch them again. I thought I had survived.. moved on.. healed... I was wrong. So I found out today that my first love, my dark angel, is married. and has a child no less. 9 years have passed since our love took shape.. 9-god-damn-years. I thought I had gotten over ( Read more... )

yup... nectarines.... seeming to be the culprit of the migranes and vertigo... so we're going to avoid those now ( Read more... )

the pain and dizzyness is back. centered above my left eye, just a throbbing horrible ache. I was feeling so good too... actually had several minutes last night where I really was not in any pain in any part of my body... it was wonderful... but of course it didn't last... but today, this morning, I felt like my old self again.. I was in my ( Read more... )

So my parents came to visit this weekend.... we had a great time... did touristy stuff. :) I wish they could have stayed longer. I didn't realize how much I missed them. I left before they got up this morning, but I couldn't leave without saying goodbye. So I woke them up and gave them hugs. While I was hugging my dad he aske me "Are you happy ( Read more... )

ok so it's 631 and I'm still at work. bummer... I guess it's better to make this time up from the doctor's appointment than to have a sick occurance.. but still! I'm ready to go now ( Read more... )

I think I'm sick. I'm so tired, in spite of getting plenty of sleep. I woke up at like 6:15 this morning when Daryl was getting up for work, and I was so dizzy... I was laying down and I felt dizzy. When I got up around 7:00 to get ready for work, I was STILL dizzy.. and now at quarter to 10, I am STILL dizzy. And I come to find out that Daryl ( Read more... )

My parents rock. :) I got a phone call from my mom last night at like 10PM. She just wanted to let me know that she's coming to visit this weekend with my dad. heheheh... I'm a little shocked to say the least, but REALLY happy. I miss my parents both so very much. It was kinda funny ( Read more... )

So I had my first Georgia doctor's appointment today. It's weird seeing a doctor for the first time. And of course since I'm a new patient, she wanted to do a physical on me, and get my complete medical history. I was there for about an hour and 45 minutes. I was poked, prodded, manipulated, violated, and squished. I feel so abused! She drew ( Read more... )

so much death around me these days... I'm really becoming quite disturbed... First the dream, then watching American Beauty (which was picked randomly), then Timothy McVeigh, and now, this dead bird I saw on the roof, right by the window. I'm confused, scared. I'm probably thinking too much... but there it is... a dead bird with soaking wet ( Read more... )

well.. wow! I think it's been proven that I really am dating the most wonderful guy on the planet. I know I've been bitchy and picky lately, and I can't stop it, and that makes me feel bad, because he doesn't deserve me treating him like that. So I swallowed my pride, and apologized for being a bitch. And you know what he says "but you're not ( Read more... )