I"m ready to take this off pause
and break from the fabricated relationship laws
telling us when it's right to or not to call
because i'm restless each night
that all i have is to stare at my walls

I can't help but feel this sympathy for a student that was in my drawing class last year. Not that i truely sympathize for him, but i can't help to just feel something about him. I don't know his age or remember his name, but everytime i see him i start to think about where he comes from, and why is he here. His person in the world interests me, ( Read more... )

I should just sleep than hold one eye closed against my problems.

Still contiplatting while acting out as a desperate fool, desperate for money, love, happiness and things to be right. They all only come when you don't spend your time thinking you're without them.

I keep contiplating
    what it all could of been
Replaying my dreams
    back and forward in my head
Rethinking my words
    that never got said
While now I sleep alone
    wishing you were in my bed.

Well it's the night before school, and all through my mind I can't stop thinking if I'll get it right this time ( Read more... )

My actions burning up in heat ( Read more... )

a complex web.
constant blame
and glorified fame.

they say what a shame
while digging the grave
image denied of reflection too soon to appear.
not a shallow grunt or snear
but the moist tang developing a true tear
reinstatement of natural fear.

I had a dream last night, a vivid one, though i haven't been dreaming lately I'm blaming this one on account i passed out from rum. I seem to dream when i drink, i suppose they go together. Even more strangely i remember what i dreamt, but I'd rather not remember this one. I had a new apartment on the bottom floor, my stepdad and I were on the ( Read more... )

tossing and turning ( Read more... )