it was the laziest weekend ever and i loved every minute of it. it was also ten hundred million degrees. this apartment has never been more uncomfortable.

i feel like i'm in a bikram yoga room all the time - it's actually gross to sit at your desk doing nothing and bust out in a sweat, even with a fan blowing right next to you. ah well, i ( Read more... )

i am not my hair / i am not this skin
i am not your expectations
i am not my hair / i am not this skin
i am the soul that lives within

best weekend i've had in a long time. and now it's tuesday and i'm back in ottawa, with class to look forward to this afternoon and a case study due tomorrow. leaving home yesterday was a bigger disappointment than usual because it was such a fun weekend ( Read more... )

ryan comes to ottawa in less than 1/2 hour.

tmrw = canada day

canada in ottawa = absolute craziness

the game plan
o8:oo am \ ryan's making eve & i breakfast (woot woot!)o9:oo am \ museum of contemporary photography ( Read more... )

i'm afraid of failing; afraid of disappointing not only others, but ultimately, myself ( Read more... )

STRESSSSSSSSSSSSSS!

tomorrow
- find out about whether or not i potentially have a job with IBM or Microsoft
- business law midterm

i had a great weekend and am now paying the price for my total lack of studying.

fun fun times this weekend - the ( black and white party. )

my summer feels like it's flying by.

the majority of my summer has already been planned.

june
9th weekend - black & white party (laguna-style - HAHAHA)
16th weekend - lily & foster's b-days, CB party
23rd weekend - eve's b-day weekend in montreal or cambridge

july1st weekend - ryan visits ottawa; canada day craziness, sandbanks ( Read more... )

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i hate that he frickin has the ability to frustrate me beyond belief. that he knows me well enough, still, to push all the right buttons to make me so angry.

i. am. so. mad.

well it's nice to know that he is inconsiderate, rude, thoughtless, uncaring, selfish, and insensitive.

i'm better off without him anyways.

and damn you co-op reportwhat ( Read more... )

things i'm good at (or think i'm good at)
- procrastinating
- baking
- striking up conversations with random strangers
- daydreaming
- looking on the "bright side" of things
- hand massages

things i'm bad at- getting work done ahead of time ( Read more... )