i may drink too much ( Read more... )

i have an exam in exactly 1 hour and 15 minutes
but instead of using this time to cram i am freaking out
why did i sleep this week away and not study
it is too late now, i am going to fail
for the second time
damn you chemistry!!

mike is still in the bahamas
it's been almost three weeks
if you really care about someone you dont leave them for three weeks
am i right?
i can't wait to be done with work
i think im getting strep throat again
damn you college life

everyone is doing something for spring break
im stuck in gainesville until wed
alone
oh god i am soooo bored and i promised myself i wouldnt drink alone anymore
shit shit shit
stupid trying to better myself

um yeah, i feel asleep or "passed out" some would say by the pool today and got me a nice little sunburn
in other news, i can't wait for my chem exam to be done with because although i havent done shit to study for it, just knowing it is tomorrow night is making me nervous.

everytime things start to go good, it's like God reaches down and bitch slaps me with something new ( Read more... )

so I didnt get to go back to tampa for gasprilla
SUCKS
because i am basically my job's bitch
oh well my parents came up to visit
it is awesome
i miss being a kid
i cleaned the house
it looks nice and smells better

I made out with the hot guy from my hockey team ( Read more... )

just as things start to look up my life goes to shit
my ex boyfriend just got engaged
yeah the one who told me he loved me and couldnt live without me is marrying someone else
soon
i hope she's preganant and that's why they are getting married
i know it's a shitty thing to say but that's how i feel
i feel like shit

im in love with a guy on my hockey team
we went out for beer and wings at hooters
i scored two goals
too bad he thinks i have a boyfriend
we will fix that