Death is nothing at all,
I have only slipped away into the next room,
I am I and you are you;
Whatever we were to each other, That we still are.
Call me by my old familiar name,
Speak to me in the easy way which you always used,
Put no difference in your tone,
Wear no forced air of solemnity or sorrow.
Laugh as we always laughed at the little jokes ( Read more... )

"I'm angry that I have to keep living in a world where I can't find her, call her, or see her. I can't find the person I loved or needed anywhere. She is not really where her body is now. The heavenly bodies elude me. The all-ness or one-ness of her spiritual existence escapes me. I am lost and full of rage."

moderation smoderation

I need to learn that moderation is my friend.

I've come to the point of detachment...

I no longer think any of it means anything, and I believe nothing I am told from male lips.

I'm no longer bitter... maybe a little disappointed... I don't think things should be this way.

I imagine this is how most guys always feel... cept I don't wanna play the empty game... I feel no need to add "notches to ( Read more... )

I just managed to get my heart crushed, yet again, in the span of about 2 weeks...

Why do I always trust so quickly even though I've been hurt more times than not?

I'm a fucking idiot.

The past is only the future with the lights on.

The saddest thing is you could be anything
That you could want
We could have been everything
But now we're not
Now it's not anything at all
The hardest part was getting this close to you
And giving up this dream I built with you
A fairytale that isn't coming true
You've got some growing up to do

I wish we could have worked it out
I wish I didn't have these ( Read more... )

Tequila headaches... are the worst headaches....

I'm absolutely fucking miserable.

And I have no idea what to do to fix that.