4:30am

[razormaid]

Despite the fact that I was in bed at 11pm, I've now been up for over an hour feeling anxious, tossing, turning and worrying. Over what? Everything, nothing and all points in between

Comments

[sunshine_mama]

Bitch and moan all you want. Keeping it in is unhealthy. Everyone needs to let it all go, but none of us can. Or at least I've never been able to! :)

[razormaid]

If only the bitching and moaning actually made it better... I might do it *more*. =)

[sunshine_mama]

It makes me feel better to do so, irregardless of if it has any actual effect on the issue at hand. So I do it anyway!:)

[vfox]

Hope you finally got some good sleep hon... Insomnia sucks :(

[razormaid]

Thank you! Yeah, insomnia is just eeeeeeeeeeeeeeee-vil.

[icystorm75]

Amazingly, I've had the same thing happen. What fixed me? Vacation. But I suppose a vacation from your family would also cause anxiousness. :) In case you're interested in coming to Chicago... I have a house that can take visitors now, and here's an excuse to come... I can volunteer babysitters and this lovely relaxing event: http://www.beeronthepier.com :) hehehhe

[razormaid]

Heh! I can't drink beer, but who needs beer for a good time? ;) I dream of vacation...

[lottasmiles]

4:30 your time makes 2:30 my time---yep---I was up with you. I'm so sorry. :( *hug

[razormaid]

Thank you, dear. It's a bad combo of anxiety, stress and PMS-- enough to make anyone lose a little sleep!

I've just caught up on all of your journaling for the last couple of weeks but have (obviously) not commented yet-- am hoping I'll have some time after the boys are in bed tonight. I hope you are enduring all right... wish I had something, anything to offer that could help you feel better. xoxoxo