i havent updated recently. the other day patrick and i spent the day in bed.. it was beautiful. today GNONG SAID HE WANTED TO HAVE MY CHILDREN.. how i wish.. hes a purified new age sean connery..id do him... haha, i went to patricks tonight, we had pizza and watched mr deeds..  time for bright eyes and bed... goodnight

im so scene 89: same. and, nothing about you is ugly. you're purely beautiful. i love you annette. im in the worst mood. ever. poem. wrote it a couple months ago, hope you enjoy. peace. BR>

My body as a Whole, Theres Nothing In It.
There was once Something, but Once Gone you Can't Refill It.
My tears sewn inside are ripping out now.

Pouring out the ( Read more... )

[lblood burning from her eyes.. its just the way her hope dies when she cries]
                         -me

"A cut a day keeps the doctor away"

"my therapist says its good to talk about it... haha.. i feel so weak its ridiculous... i almost fell getting out of my own bed.. im a moron. i dont want to eat anymore.. its just making my stomach hurt ( Read more... )

my dare caseworker is waiting for me downstairs.. im so tired... i think im going to stellar today. Gnong was my romeo.. :). it was.. touching... haha, as soon as my caseworker is gone im finishing my book.. did we have homework in kames class today? i found this black lighter that my mom gave me that says 1000 lights.. how do they know? do you ( Read more... )

you write such pretty words. but lifes no storybook.

i.
i dont know what i feel for you anymore sometimes.

but i guess "love's an excuse to get hurt" so..

love love love.

this is the first song on your mixed tape.
and its short just like your temper.

fighting makes me want to die.
patrick as much as you say you love me, bet i love ( Read more... )

broken, bitchy, asshole puzzle peices. you think you can make them connect, but its over. i think. no. i know its not. ........................... i'd break in two over you i'd break in two, and each piece of me dies. ........................... i swear to you i love you so much. trickypickle182: id have nothing if i didnt have you.

well if it is, i think i am winning.

Question.. out of curiosity why didnt anyone tell me rob liked me before?? that was so awkward.. all me and courta did was laugh yesterday.. and then i think we napped... i cant really remember. Im still pretty tired.. i dont think im good at these livejournal things, i ramble like shit. Joey with eyeliner will get more ass than a toilet.. my coke ( Read more... )

europe was amazing. im so fucking high. patrick. i missed you, i love your letters. kelly keith + stella. i fucking love you guys.

dont feel good.. bah

\\I'd give you everything if you'd just let me//
                   [[..stand beside you...]] Twiztid

1) Last dream: weird pirate ship thing.. jasmines last dream: me going to her church n stripping on stage...;)
 2) Last car ride: Crox mom
3) Last kiss: umm..Kristen,Lean, Keith, Crox, Joey, Tia, Chris.. everyone?
4) Last good ( Read more... )