ill open my wrists.. and let you in.
[lblood burning from her eyes.. its just the way her hope dies when she cries]
-me
"A cut a day keeps the doctor away"
"my therapist says its good to talk about it... haha.. i feel so weak its ridiculous... i almost fell getting out of my own bed.. im a moron. i dont want to eat anymore.. its just making my stomach hurt worse. -Bleeding like the AntiChrist x2- Its hot.. i promised kelly ill go to the doctors tuesday if im still blood n bed ridden haha.. i am so very lazy, i walked to school this morning but i wasnt going anywhere til nikkis mom picked me kelly nikki n chris up. i<3u. ((n crox courta meg keith n boidi))
-joey im sorry i got you sick.. n u too kel
i feel like such right now.. i just want to curl up in my bed, sleep and never wake up.. sounds great right now. oh i cant go to dedham tonight because sherris a ballbag.. haha henderson.. sherri also curled my hair.. it looks like im on crack.. score. my thrown together shit book got an a in crafts.. haha :).. im making an ashtray now.. its like an octopus with legs... the kids are playing "Runaway from Hannah" yyeah.. mean game. everyone is so loud in this house.. making my music eveenn louder.. so im about to go deaf. Im on my 5th book of this week.. Im Geeking it out so fiercly..
patrick and i decided we'd die for eachother. in a heartbeat. and then i asked if that meant we're living for eachother then too. and he said that the only reasons we are here are for eachother. and there are times when i really agree i do. i just. seriously do wish life was a storybook.