They are not your friends!!

a thought that passes through me everytime..

cure your blues, purples, blacks by taking another swig

I remember when I used to think this all was important.

I'm a horrible person. Perfect human being.

I finally can get some rest. Shut my eyes and say goodbye to the world around me. I'm shelfish so I was told and I don't care much about anyone or anything they say.

So what if you have problems. Shrug 'em off, they say.

I'm breaking so easily without a sound or a whisper.

....And what kind of a friend are you to not even notice.

I just realized I miss You,.
....kinda,sorta,maybe...really alot

It seems everyone is feeling the same. But things are so very different. I wonder where all my feelings went.

why don't I ever get messeges like that from you?

I can't sit right on chairs after having my back slammed into the lock thing of the stores. They should put lights around it. It's really dangerous. Life is just full of ups and downs mostly downs.

Leaving Messeges on my phone is the key to my heart.

I hate knowing when I have to say goodbye.

Got my lip peirced ( Read more... )

Today is school and infact I should be there.
But I'm just a figment of my imagination.

I've realized that my life is just a jumbled mess of realizations. And I'm that girl that if I have nothing you want I'm easy to forget.

resist you
resist me
resist we do constantly..

You're my addiction

I should damn my mindlets pretend for a day I'm ( Read more... )

It's Joe's birthday. Happy birthday Joe! I had dinner with him at fridays. Everything is made into an adventure with him. I'm slowly getting back on track with everything. I need new friends or at least old ones. I can't dail numbers my fingers are too fat.

breathe in it's coming to a close.

While smoking half of my last cigerette and watching the remaining days of summer pass by in what seems a long flash I realize how much I don't miss. I'm glad that this band has some where other than an apartment to practice in and maybe tuesday we'll all be in the same room. I'm liking this whole online bookshop thing. School starts monday but I ( Read more... )