Ugh. I should probably do this. I don't wanna, but I should.

My therapist has been out on maternity leave for a few months now and I've really needed someone to talk to about my shit. You get to be reliant on that sort of thing, you know? Someone to unload on, who will take it in and offer advice or insight. I've been told that journaling helps to ( Read more... )

So, I started estrogen today. I'm excited and super happy, it's even raining, but I wish I could tell Allison and Emma. They would be so excited for me, but I can't. I've told just about everyone else though, and they're all so happy for me. I'm really looking forward to this journey, and can hardly wait to see where it takes me.

When I really sit down to think about it, the problem began when I decided to move to California without any solid plans in place. I'm so used to playing things by ear and rolling with the punches, that it never occurred to me that I should know what I'm doing, getting myself into or where I'm going. Instead, I convinced myself that moving back to ( Read more... )

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After an entire year of working my fingers to the bone, of hemming and hawing and taking steps forward and steps back. After nearly endless frustrations and pain ( Read more... )

This week has slowly drained my will to live ( Read more... )

What the fuck? WHAT THE FUCK?! Ok, so, ever since I got accepted to the university I'm going to, it seems like Wisconsin is fucking everywhere. EVERYWHERE. Prior to last October, the most prominent example of Wisconsin that I could think of was, "It looks like Wisconsin" on that episode of the Simpsons with the Boyscouts analogues made into cowboys ( Read more... )

I GOT INTO THE FUCKING UNIVERSITY!!!!

http://youtube.com/watch?v=oKViJ9Fb-CM&search=Final%20Solution I WAS FUCKING THERE, BITCHES! BE JEALOUS!!!!

HOLY FUCK! I'm gonna see Nine Inch Nails and Bauhaus on the seventh of July!!!