Holy hell Rachel, you got so much feeling in that entry that you got me in tears. I honestly dont know how you do it either...but you were always the strong type, and thats one of the things that is so amazingly awesome about you. Or the fact that the whole movie theatre can jump but theres rachel martin sitting as still as a rock. I love you to death but you should already know that. I dont know how you can go on every day knowing the things you know and having to face the truth. I still think that im going to ride my bike over to your house and you and your mom are going to be there and your moms gonna be watching some talk show and eating watermelon. I remember all those times, all those car rides, all those trips out to get a milkshake or a movie. I still think shes gonna be there and its sad to think shes not...and Im not even the one who is the daughter. I feel for you, I know we have shared many of the same hurtful experiences and Im sorry that you have to experience this one on your own, because no matter what anybody else
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Hey Mad, yeah we should get together and catch up on life. I got your email, it was awesome and thankz a lot Mad! We havn't talked for a bit. My mom really loved my friends as=nd always left the door open for them..even when I didn't like them at the moment...lol. Anyway..ill ttyl..much love, Ray-Chill
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anonymous
April 6 2005, 01:02:20 UTC
Omg! Ray-chill! You gangster you, told me this wouldn't make me cry! I'm like balling it up over here! I'm a very emotional person! lol I feel bad cause I never even meet you dearest mommy! I feel soo bad for you I have kno idea how you go through things. I just don't kno if I could ever do it! Hey whats wrong with good old London town! Clearly you LOVE it and Beal! Causes beals the shit I dunno about that St. Thomas that you alwaaaaaayyyyyyys talk about! Lol Anyways dear i'm just writting a little comment cause clearly if i don't you going to beat me! See usually when I say someones going to beat me! I really don't mean it but you really will beat me! Full out Jayme flat on the ground beat down! lol Ah! Oh Gym classes lol and our spare! Your amazing and I Love yeah to bits! xoxoxo Jayme Ps Tomorrow we need to go and get some more popsicles!
Re: why hellooooooooorayleahApril 6 2005, 01:10:02 UTC
Hey J-Mee! Well well well...Yes I DO LOVE beal to death but I also love AVSS..umm..yes they both rule, Beal is hell'a fun though! Yes we can go get popsicles anyday..after I kick your ass at whatever sport in gym class...hahaha! Later Gater, Ray-Chill
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April 10 2005, 19:38:28 UTC
Hey Rach....long time no talk...i miss having a class with u..i no the hard times uve been through..and i definalty think ur the strongest person ive ever met...i think ur mom would be so proud of u caz i am sure proud of my little rachel...lol...and i can see why ur gramps wants u over caz u look excalty like her...i no u miss her...but u got to remember now shes happy and not suffering shes happy watching down at her family who i have to say is getting along pretty good...with ur cute little nieces and nephews even tho u hate them lol...i hope things get better...and we need to get together soon...lol ill ttyl!!! Jennie
Re: why hellooooooooorayleahApril 10 2005, 20:48:12 UTC
Hey Jennie! Yes I miss you so much not having a class together anymore...maybe we will have one next year..hopefully. But yea..thanx Jennie ur a great friend..we definately need to get together soon...we can do lunch or something..haha..i dunno. im glad that you commented..i love comments. ttyl..see ya at school hopefully. Luv Ya! RayChill
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Well well well...Yes I DO LOVE beal to death but I also love AVSS..umm..yes they both rule, Beal is hell'a fun though! Yes we can go get popsicles anyday..after I kick your ass at whatever sport in gym class...hahaha!
Later Gater,
Ray-Chill
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im glad that you commented..i love comments.
ttyl..see ya at school hopefully.
Luv Ya!
RayChill
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