Been a very long time but here I am, I have so much shit going on in my life but i am learning to be patient and pray alot which helps more than you can imagine its alot like meditation.

I think i have to many ...i just got a free one at registerfly.com i have bought about 7 domains from their (have not used them all..lol) but its nice real nice and i have the yahoo 360 now which is pretty cool too and i use mostly for bad days really. I am updating this one now since i was doing the others i thought i would do this one too ( Read more... )

I have changed the layout on Crimsins Tears , not sure if i am happy with it yet, still not the way i want it yet. the background beign all white is not lookin good to me. The weather is nice and cool and sunny today! Kids are in the pool, doors open so i can see and hear them. Tom is taking me out tomorrow for dinner and a movie! I bought him the ( Read more... )

I am really ride the bipolar express, high! Extremely moody, taking everyhting personally , and very unsure of its just me, or if things are astranged from someone, someone who has been blowing me off, ignoring my emails, but he is just an online aquaintance, and has helped with alot of things, but I think he took something I said on a forum (which ( Read more... )

it was a blizzard out here, got about 6 inches, but conditions were pretty shitty, drove out to my moms at midnight , scarey drive in that weather, but it all went okay, it was a nice time, for once i did not have to cook, which was really great! I been missin my mom , it was a really nice time, I have xmas here so she will be coming out here for ( Read more... )

I signed up for a Ghost tour, saturday, cant wait, i have my digital cameral all ready! lol! I love that shit! Since joining the Indiana Ghost trackers I have been on a few haunts got some great shots that I need to add to my gallery, keep procrastinating. I have to get my ass movin!

Lots of bullshit thanks to my 21 year old son, who yes I love him to death, but i would like to beat his ass also! He caused some pretty good problems for us, but i am hopeing it all cools down very soon. Other than that I have not had much time, or energy to much online. I miss EL and Leather, I usually plah plah with them threw yahoo IM, but not ( Read more... )

I was approved for "Raven" so cool! Cant wait to get started on that, but not in the mood today, I will start tomorow, kids start school tomorrow so i will have the time to do it.

I finally finished switching over Crimsintears.com to a new host and new domain name crimsintears.net, I have added the redirect, i rebuilt the 2 fanlistings I had on that hosting, i will back up the new site also, just in case. Kids start back to school wednesday, what a relief! I love them soooo much, but they are bored and driving me nuts! lol! ( Read more... )

I am so fucking bored, today, kids are gone doing there own thing, i started another stupid, work at home thing, (why do i keep falling for that shit!) Toms home, love when he is at work, gets on my nerves sometimes, but love him very much anyway. Finished up fixing CT, I need to take some more digital photos, my mind has some great ideas floating ( Read more... )