if I fell in love with you
would you promise to be true
and help me understand
'cause I've been in love before
and I found that love was more
than just holding hands

if I give my heart to you
I must be sure
from the very start
that you would love me more than her

if I trust in you oh please
don't run and hide
if I love you too oh please
don't hurt my pride like ( Read more... )

I was walking down a typical suburb. you know that kind with the white picket fences and where every house looks the same with a front porch. I was carrying a small red package with a green ribbon wraped aroundit. I walked to a house with all the lights on.the other houses where dark. there seemed to be some sort of christmas celebration going on. ( Read more... )

well I'm officaly going to die... I need a job i enjoy other then my greyhound job that only pays $7 an hour. know any desk jobs available any where I can't work on my feet. apprently I have cronic fatigue syndrome and wont know any more till my blood work comes back on the 11th. My appointment was orignaly the 15 of november but It got cancelled ( Read more... )

I don't wanna cry
I can't sing any more songs
All I want to do is try to move on.

The songs I sing
The moments in movies
All they do is remind me of you.

Its not a bad thing.
But right now its painfull
Cause things just havent setteled in.

I wish I can wake up as really see you there.
I wish I can be in your arms just once more.
I wish I can feel your lips against mine on more time.
I wish I can hear you wishper "I love you" in my ear.
Out of all these things and more the main thing I wish is to hear the sound of a smile in your voice again.
Just get better baby I'll be here.

Honestly what will become of me
don't like reality
It's way too clear to me
But really life is dandy
We are what we don't see
Missed everything daydreaming

[Chorus:]
Flames to dust
Lovers to friends
Why do all good things come to an end
Flames to dust
Lovers to friends
Why do all good things come to an end
come to an end come to an
Why do all good things come to ( Read more... )

I got put on sick leave from my doctor I am not  going to be working at the arena for  two weeks he thingks that the stress from working with the people that are there now . he also says that i need to calm down about my health. I basicaly am turning in to hypochondriac cause I constantly feel lik ei'm sick. I guees I do need some time off I'm ( Read more... )

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I never thought I'd need you there when I cry
And the days feel like years when I'm alone

Do you see how much I need you right now?

When you're gone
I miss you

I never felt this way before
Everything that I do
Reminds me of you,
I love the things that you do

Do you see how much I need you right now?

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
I ( Read more... )

I'm a horrible person... I've said a hole lot of things and done a hole lot of stupid things forgivness, won't come easy I know but I hope we can still talk when every thing is over ( Read more... )