I fell down the stairs at home the other day. It was one of my days off when I woke up late in the morning. I was drowsily making my way from bed down to the bathroom when I slipped on the carpeted steps and fell. I ended up about 5 or 6 steps down and I had to lay there for a good minute and a half before I could get up. I'm surprised my thigh ( Read more... )

I hate myself right now. I don't like me very much. I know it's cliche, but I'm definitely my own worst enemy. Everytime something goes right, i go and fuck it up some how. Sometimes I do it without thinking, but some others I know better but choose to ignore my own best judgement. Everything from eating right, to not staying up util 2am playing ( Read more... )

I had a very scary dream last night. I think it has a lot to do with the stress I'm under right now with my lack of job situation and the resulting lack of rent money situation. I dreamt that I was living back in the old house in Miami where we first lived when we moved to the States, except it wasn't in Miami. The room I live in now was in that ( Read more... )

I fired my job yesterday. It went more like I was breaking up with my boss. I feel so good about it though. I have no money left to fall back on, but I don't care much about that. I'll find something soon. I had to go though. Every day that I was there was a dollar less in my bank account. As of now I'm owed more than money than i ever thought. I ( Read more... )

I was riding the bus the other week when i found this note left behind by some high schooler. It would have been best to scan it, but as i don't have one, I just typed it out. wow. I'm glad to qualify as a grown up ( Read more... )

I thought I was done with the whole showing up to class on the wrong day or to the wrong class completely. But no, aparetnly I'm not. I signed on for this one class, Career Development. It's a required class with about 4 sections. The section labeled "20" was the most appealing since it said it only met 3 times on saturdays. Sweet deal right? I ( Read more... )

And I want to stop spewing liquids from places not meant to be spewing liquids. I feel horrible. Now that class is over and I didn't get to do my house thing I'm gonna go home and lay in bed with crackers and OJ. And I'll see if I have to rinse anything off besides my pajamas.

I'm the most painfuly clueless person I know. Stuff just keeps happening to me that makes me think, what the hell can I do to not do stuff like this anymore ( Read more... )

I was just going over my old blogs and I realized i first asked Carla to come ice skating with me way back in September! wow.

I need a haircut but I've been lazy about getting one for about a week. I can manage with gel, but I generally like to keep it short enough that I don't need the gel to begin with. Interestingly, though, the other day something happened. I was walking by a mirror and I happened to glance at it and I saw something odd. I saw my dad. With hair. In ( Read more... )