My innocence got to me... (and the premise appears exciting!)
The Basics
Name: Jessica (online.. er.. I'm better known as Kari online)
Age: 18
You
1. Describe your personality: Hmm... how to put this...
- I have a shy and/or reserved demeanor at times but I gradually open up once I get to know the person (or group).
- I guess I'm dedicated (even if I don't feel like it.. others say otherwise).
- I tend to smile a lot.. thus having a perchance for cheerfulness and friendliness. :D
- If I'm really in the mood (as in content/happy), I'm generous and kind (though kindness is given even if I'm not exactly in the mood to do so).
- I can be distracted easily not to mention giddy at times (smiley face :D ).
- signs: Capricorn and Snake
2. What are your flaws?
- Let's see, my anxiety is one thing, getting my emotions pulled out is another.
- I can get whiny (but I use that to get myself moving.. so it's kind of like a self-motivator).
- Oh, when I get real emotional, I have a tendency to cry.
- A huge factor for me is to back down or be incredibly hesitant in pressured occasions when my insides conflict on whether I should do this or not (a good example would be going somewhere for a long time and disobey my mother or just stay back and keep mother content... something like that).
- My timing can be terrible too. Makes me feel guilty at times.. (procrastination is part of this too orz)
- Fearing... associated with hesitancy and my indecisiveness.
- Jealousy.. in a sense.. I can feel that... but the only action I take is spilling my thoughts through a blog (later to be gone) or to another person.. online.
- Indecisiveness.
- Selfishness (>__o;... though that in most is mostly related to following my mother's suggested opinions and stuff... and nowadays, I don't really want anything except for a laptop for college dorm)
3. What are your best points?
- Hmm... when I'm motivated, I tend to produce good results.
- Most of the time, I'm pretty organized.
- I tend to be nice or kind.
- I don't lash at people and at least appear respectful (timing miight be a issue though).
- In accordance to above, I'm quite friendly and don't get angered that easily (or that is shown).
4. Likes:
- Illustrating without being pressured.
- Reading books, manga, or certain blogs
- Playing RPGs
- Food: cheesecake, cookies, watermelon, xiao long pao, dumplings, noodles, rice, duck.. mm... and more.
- Cute things
- Friends (ones I have and making some)
- Family (I owe them for my life basically)
- Nature (once I get absorbed, it's so relaxing)
- Watching anime (some, not all and I tend to stray from overly mainstream ;; )
5. Dislikes:
- Having too many things.
- Feeling bloated from overconsumption. XD;
- ...steak. *gets shot*
- Publicly commended (I get all embarrassed and out of place..)
- Not being able to do what needs to be done (or planned)
- Overly using profanity (some occasions are appropriate, but others... nope.. not unless it's character.)
- Thieves
- Cherries (the medicine I took when I was little destroyed my potential of liking them..)
- Feeling utterly useless and feeling of abandonment.
- Feeling indecisive or pressured.
6. What are your hobbies and talents?
- Hobbies: Playing RPGs, chatting, drawing, reading books/manga, watching TV/anime, blogging my emotions out.. reading random news, studying random stuff/news.
- Talents: Drawing/illustrating (of course, refining it is a endless journey....), organizing (if that counts), and I can't recall others that is of significance.
7. How do others perceive you?
From some, I am seen as nice (I wonder how really..), quiet, and shy.
From other users online, I tend to be seen as nice as well and at times, helpful when needed.
Favourites
8. What is your personal motto?
I don't have one.. o__o It's more like.. I don't know if I do follow one.
9. What is your favorite color? Why?
Hmm... as much as my mom and I myself included find myself in pink, I think lavender's (or purple..) for me.
10. What color do you think you are? (it can be the favourite color or another color)
Er... pale lavender (is that even real)?
11. Favourite Animal?
Another I don't know... hmm... I like cute/pretty things. o__o;;
I like cats.. but dogs are cool too. Same goes for birds... eee..
12. What is your favorite season?
I'd say Autumn. Summer over here is faar too hot (even the holiday doesn't compensate), and winter sometimes unforgivingly cool (cold is for places with snow ;; ). Spring miight make it, but it's not as predictable as Autumn.
13. This Thing, That Thing
Optimistic or Pessimistic or Realist: I'm leaning towards optimistic or pessimistic.
Possessions or Ideals: I'm liking ideals, but I have a bit of possession too.
Mature or Immature: Mature
Leader or Follower: Follower
Light or Dark: Light
Think Before You Leap? or Leap!: Think
Introverted or Extroverted: Introverted
War or Peace: Peace
Secretive or Open: Secretive
High, Medium, Low Energy? Er.. medium energy. Now it's the matter on motivation.
14. Reactions
How do you react when with your friends? If I'm not in a rut, I tend to respond cheerfully (thus becoming quite smilely).
How about your family? I love my family, but my mother might be difficult at times since I tend to fault ;;.
In a group? I'd probably stand quiet while others encourage me.
If your peers/friends/family were in trouble, what would you do? For peers, I might not get involved since I don't know the peer very well. Friends, I'd try to give advice and stuff, but I'm probably one of those background supporters. For family.. I'm already fulfilling that. XD; I have to manage the finance stuff, forms, and whatnot ;;.
How do you react to Stressful things? I try to break down the stressful thing(s) but at most, I'd get frustrated and then forget about it.
Other
15. What are your dreams? Hmm.. to become a established mangaka, make a RPG, or become a renowned illustrator.. or something.. maybe a writer (though my knowledge in decent narratives is still in the works). My dreams are fragmented. Currently, it's to stabilize my family (we're still recovering from our issues my father somehow did not do), go to college (and dorm), get my license, and laptop. Oh, and being able to memorize directions (I'm not too good yet...).
16. What are your fears? Bumping into a pole, abandonment (especially from friends/family),
17. Would you do something you wouldn’t normally do if you had to? It depends really.
18. If you had to choose a side, would you choose the government, rebels or just being a loner? Rebels if it's a good cause or a loner if I don't like either.
19. Anything else about you?
Hmm... I'm raised in a Chinese (Chinese myself) household (without the pressure of study prep stuff 'cause my parents aren't that literate) so I think my qualities listed miight be a result of that. Other then that, I mostly adopted my traits as a result of what school has to provide.
Optional
20. Anything else you would like to add?
I'm sorry if I ended up going off-topic and stuff. ^^;
Chances are, this thing is incomplete mainly because I can't recall all of my traits at the moment and well, it's late at night and I need to go to sleep soon.
Almost there!
21. How did you find us?
dgrayman community!
22. Links to voted applications
http://community.livejournal.com/rateme_exorcist/9394.html?view=76978
http://community.livejournal.com/rateme_exorcist/9787.html?view=79419
And there aren't any others at the moment...
Name: Jessica (online.. er.. I'm better known as Kari online)
Age: 18
You
1. Describe your personality: Hmm... how to put this...
- I have a shy and/or reserved demeanor at times but I gradually open up once I get to know the person (or group).
- I guess I'm dedicated (even if I don't feel like it.. others say otherwise).
- I tend to smile a lot.. thus having a perchance for cheerfulness and friendliness. :D
- If I'm really in the mood (as in content/happy), I'm generous and kind (though kindness is given even if I'm not exactly in the mood to do so).
- I can be distracted easily not to mention giddy at times (smiley face :D ).
- signs: Capricorn and Snake
2. What are your flaws?
- Let's see, my anxiety is one thing, getting my emotions pulled out is another.
- I can get whiny (but I use that to get myself moving.. so it's kind of like a self-motivator).
- Oh, when I get real emotional, I have a tendency to cry.
- A huge factor for me is to back down or be incredibly hesitant in pressured occasions when my insides conflict on whether I should do this or not (a good example would be going somewhere for a long time and disobey my mother or just stay back and keep mother content... something like that).
- My timing can be terrible too. Makes me feel guilty at times.. (procrastination is part of this too orz)
- Fearing... associated with hesitancy and my indecisiveness.
- Jealousy.. in a sense.. I can feel that... but the only action I take is spilling my thoughts through a blog (later to be gone) or to another person.. online.
- Indecisiveness.
- Selfishness (>__o;... though that in most is mostly related to following my mother's suggested opinions and stuff... and nowadays, I don't really want anything except for a laptop for college dorm)
3. What are your best points?
- Hmm... when I'm motivated, I tend to produce good results.
- Most of the time, I'm pretty organized.
- I tend to be nice or kind.
- I don't lash at people and at least appear respectful (timing miight be a issue though).
- In accordance to above, I'm quite friendly and don't get angered that easily (or that is shown).
4. Likes:
- Illustrating without being pressured.
- Reading books, manga, or certain blogs
- Playing RPGs
- Food: cheesecake, cookies, watermelon, xiao long pao, dumplings, noodles, rice, duck.. mm... and more.
- Cute things
- Friends (ones I have and making some)
- Family (I owe them for my life basically)
- Nature (once I get absorbed, it's so relaxing)
- Watching anime (some, not all and I tend to stray from overly mainstream ;; )
5. Dislikes:
- Having too many things.
- Feeling bloated from overconsumption. XD;
- ...steak. *gets shot*
- Publicly commended (I get all embarrassed and out of place..)
- Not being able to do what needs to be done (or planned)
- Overly using profanity (some occasions are appropriate, but others... nope.. not unless it's character.)
- Thieves
- Cherries (the medicine I took when I was little destroyed my potential of liking them..)
- Feeling utterly useless and feeling of abandonment.
- Feeling indecisive or pressured.
6. What are your hobbies and talents?
- Hobbies: Playing RPGs, chatting, drawing, reading books/manga, watching TV/anime, blogging my emotions out.. reading random news, studying random stuff/news.
- Talents: Drawing/illustrating (of course, refining it is a endless journey....), organizing (if that counts), and I can't recall others that is of significance.
7. How do others perceive you?
From some, I am seen as nice (I wonder how really..), quiet, and shy.
From other users online, I tend to be seen as nice as well and at times, helpful when needed.
Favourites
8. What is your personal motto?
I don't have one.. o__o It's more like.. I don't know if I do follow one.
9. What is your favorite color? Why?
Hmm... as much as my mom and I myself included find myself in pink, I think lavender's (or purple..) for me.
10. What color do you think you are? (it can be the favourite color or another color)
Er... pale lavender (is that even real)?
11. Favourite Animal?
Another I don't know... hmm... I like cute/pretty things. o__o;;
I like cats.. but dogs are cool too. Same goes for birds... eee..
12. What is your favorite season?
I'd say Autumn. Summer over here is faar too hot (even the holiday doesn't compensate), and winter sometimes unforgivingly cool (cold is for places with snow ;; ). Spring miight make it, but it's not as predictable as Autumn.
13. This Thing, That Thing
Optimistic or Pessimistic or Realist: I'm leaning towards optimistic or pessimistic.
Possessions or Ideals: I'm liking ideals, but I have a bit of possession too.
Mature or Immature: Mature
Leader or Follower: Follower
Light or Dark: Light
Think Before You Leap? or Leap!: Think
Introverted or Extroverted: Introverted
War or Peace: Peace
Secretive or Open: Secretive
High, Medium, Low Energy? Er.. medium energy. Now it's the matter on motivation.
14. Reactions
How do you react when with your friends? If I'm not in a rut, I tend to respond cheerfully (thus becoming quite smilely).
How about your family? I love my family, but my mother might be difficult at times since I tend to fault ;;.
In a group? I'd probably stand quiet while others encourage me.
If your peers/friends/family were in trouble, what would you do? For peers, I might not get involved since I don't know the peer very well. Friends, I'd try to give advice and stuff, but I'm probably one of those background supporters. For family.. I'm already fulfilling that. XD; I have to manage the finance stuff, forms, and whatnot ;;.
How do you react to Stressful things? I try to break down the stressful thing(s) but at most, I'd get frustrated and then forget about it.
Other
15. What are your dreams? Hmm.. to become a established mangaka, make a RPG, or become a renowned illustrator.. or something.. maybe a writer (though my knowledge in decent narratives is still in the works). My dreams are fragmented. Currently, it's to stabilize my family (we're still recovering from our issues my father somehow did not do), go to college (and dorm), get my license, and laptop. Oh, and being able to memorize directions (I'm not too good yet...).
16. What are your fears? Bumping into a pole, abandonment (especially from friends/family),
17. Would you do something you wouldn’t normally do if you had to? It depends really.
18. If you had to choose a side, would you choose the government, rebels or just being a loner? Rebels if it's a good cause or a loner if I don't like either.
19. Anything else about you?
Hmm... I'm raised in a Chinese (Chinese myself) household (without the pressure of study prep stuff 'cause my parents aren't that literate) so I think my qualities listed miight be a result of that. Other then that, I mostly adopted my traits as a result of what school has to provide.
Optional
20. Anything else you would like to add?
I'm sorry if I ended up going off-topic and stuff. ^^;
Chances are, this thing is incomplete mainly because I can't recall all of my traits at the moment and well, it's late at night and I need to go to sleep soon.
Almost there!
21. How did you find us?
dgrayman community!
22. Links to voted applications
http://community.livejournal.com/rateme_exorcist/9394.html?view=76978
http://community.livejournal.com/rateme_exorcist/9787.html?view=79419
And there aren't any others at the moment...