Well it was nice to get my hopes about prom. Too bad I'm not going. Out of all the people Stacy asked...no one will go with me. I've never been asked to a dance....EVER! I thought maybe my senior prom would be different. I'm really bummed because I wanted to go soo bad. But the whole reason I wasn't going to go in the first place was because I ( Read more... )

I got my prom dress today...its absolutely gorgeous!!! Its a champayne color!! Its strapless...the top part is beaded and its a princess dress!! Its so pretty! I just wish I had a date now...hopefully I can find one before thursday...doesn't leave me much time ( Read more... )

I finally went to school today ( Read more... )

Man since Monday morning I have not wanted to do anything. I can't even find the energy to get out of bed. Every time I have an anxiety attack the feeling usually goes away after a few hours. For some reason the feelings won't go away. I dunno whats wrong but it worries me cuz at times it hurts to even open my eyes. Today I fell asleep in the ( Read more... )

I'm so f-in happy I'm home! I hung with Mike yesterday then I went and drank with Billy last night! It was soo much fun...out of everyone I missed...I missed my boys from M-T. Morris the most!!! Back to my awesome fun fun life ( Read more... )

Me and Stacers are leaving for Panama City, FL...haha suckas!!! See Ya'll when we get back!!

Stacers and I are sooo f-in excited about Friday!! Panama City is gonna be sooo much fun...its gonna rock our socks off!!! We have so many plans with people. I'm gonna miss Mike though...things are going soo good between us right now. It weird cuz things are just a lot more simple now. Everything is out in the open and we're getting along really ( Read more... )

What happen to the Mike I fell head over heels for??? I would really like to know. The last couple days I feel like I've been blown off for sure. I guess I shouldn't let it bother me but it does! If it wasn't hitting balls everyday after school for golf I would have a lot of pent up anger. He called me last night and told me he might be able to ( Read more... )

Well I thought everything was going good with Mike...guess what...I WAS WRONG! He still likes Jessica and its killing me. He said he would talk to her and her he just wanted to be friends cuz he wants to be with me. He still hasn't talked to her yet and this was monday! Then the last couple days he's been being a butt! I want to see him soo bad ( Read more... )

So yeah..Mike and I are on good terms again..it's weird cuz as many times as we've "quit talkin"...we always seem to make things better after a while! I dunno what to make of it yet..I'm still pondering for many answers from the "Oh Great One!" You wanna know what sucks...when the kid that you've had a crush on ALL year actually starts coming ( Read more... )