Apr 29, 2004 14:56
Well it was nice to get my hopes about prom. Too bad I'm not going. Out of all the people Stacy asked...no one will go with me. I've never been asked to a dance....EVER! I thought maybe my senior prom would be different. I'm really bummed because I wanted to go soo bad. But the whole reason I wasn't going to go in the first place was because I knew that I wasn't going to find a date and I wanted to save myself the embarassment and the hurt. I know I'm not pretty enough to get asked so I don't know why I even got my hopes up. Stacy still wants me to go with her and Justin...but I won't have fun. I'll have to sit there watching her and everyone else with their dates. I'm not gonna have anyone to dance with...it would just make me feel worse knowing that I couldn't get a date. I love her to death for trying to make it fun for me but it would just be a lot of hurtful if I didn't go. It's funny cuz I thought my senior year would be so much fun and now that its the last month everything just keeps getting worse for me...in and out of school! Guess there's nothing left to do but go sulk some more!
Bye
Randi