Happy Birthday Mom <3

Dr. appt tomorrow..

This is what i need. I hope they can give me the right meds to be okay.

I wish i had someone out there to wish me luck.

Oh well.. Cant wait for tomorrow. It feels like a start of a new life. Or at least a new chapter.

it hurts so bad right now...

So today was the last day of my diet. I lost 20 pounds this last chub club, but gained 800 dollars for losing so much.=) I feel good. I look good. Ive lost 60 pounds since i started doing this. Ive never seen the numbers 149 on the scale..or if i have its been a very long time. Im glad :) I finally feel good about myself ( Read more... )

So ive been losing so much weight is ridiculuos ( Read more... )

So another one bites the dust. I seem to be one of those cursed women who get engaged then the man turns into this psycho crazy person. Im not that upset about breaking things off with Stephen. Yes hes awesome and yes hes pretty much amazing but hes not awesome and amazing when hes fucking other girls ( Read more... )

So much is going on right now its stressing me out ( Read more... )

I know the person that i want to read this, wont.
Well they might, but they wont know its for them.
This is for at least three people that have came and gone in my life.
One is still in it, kinda sorta.

Karma is a bitchNever thought it would come to you, huh? It may have took YEARS to get here, and it may have came in a weird round about way. ( Read more... )

I just bought a ticket to Florida.

Ill be there in less then 17 days.

I miss you, mom.

I got engaged January 28th 2009

wedding date, October 23 2010. If not sooner.

we are waiting so long bc we plan to move back to Florida before April 2010. Way before then. One more year here and im gone!

My ring is amazing
I love Stephen so much.
<3