sometimes i feel like i care more about the way others feel than the way i truely feel. i want to watch people learn and grow, but in doing so i myself will be learning and growing as well. i feel that if i observe and learn from their doings, i will be able to be less hurt in the long run. i can make better decisions and act upon myself in high ( Read more... )

I never know what I'm gonna do... I think we are all lost. I hate when people ask about the future, or talk about the future. The other day I was listening to my friends plan on buying a house, putting a down payment and getting a morgage. I was sitting there thinking "damn... I need to end up with someone who will know what to do money wise for a ( Read more... )

i am continously straining myself. "for what though?!" i am continously asking myself ( Read more... )

friday i lost my voice, it continued onto saturday, and today i am left with a smidgen of a voice and hot/cold spells. if anyone has a voodoo doll of me.... throw it off a cliff, set fire to it, or pull a couple limbs off ( Read more... )

My swimsuits are coming in the mail!!!
Oh boy, I'm soooo excited...
I can hardley keep it all in...

This just means summer, summer, summer, summer.

end of story.

It's nice to know that people are actually starting to realize that they are growing up.. time is slipping through our fingers and it is something that you cannot grasp to hold on to, it's something that is inevidably going to pass, in a continous motion, seconds to seconds as time lasts on and on ( Read more... )

are deaf people more in shape because they move their whole body when they talk?!

I do not understand some people. They will always remain a mystery. And you are one of them. I try so hard to understand you, but I continously do not get any clues to figuring you out. I feel alost of things that can lead to an answer ( Read more... )

Today i was brought to the attention that someone I read from could not be so true... i sent him back with this responce ( Read more... )