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[ramble_on_radio]

I do not understand some people. They will always remain a mystery. And you are one of them. I try so hard to understand you, but I continously do not get any clues to figuring you out. I feel alost of things that can lead to an answer.
But finally, I am over it. I put it all out on the line, and it got thrown into my face tonight. Needles in the eyes to my soul, more like to my heart.

I feel an odd closure to us tonight. A closure that has been meaning to happen for a long time, but I just wouldn't let it go. A closure.
That just feels nice to say.
I'm not letting one tear fall from my eyes, cause that would mean sadness. And I am not sad for this to happen, I've wasted enough tears on you. Instead I embrace it, I embrace my newly found freedoms. I should be shouting from the tree tops, but instead I am in my room thinking to myself how I could let myself feel so shitty for so long. I'm over it. Closure.
I cannot wait for the weekend. Let's tred water on what seems like has been out of my habits for a long time... Let's do this.

A closure happened today.
I'm so glad that the fog which laid over my eyes is gone now.
Closure.
And now I'm off to start anew.

Excitement builds.