If you feel I have been cold, you are seeing me true.

And I can not forgive it until I see something new.

It's not a pride situation anymore, so I am fine with nothing.

I know what I am capable of even if no one else believes in it.

Didn't I make it a point to forgo my "sans-sense" autumn habits?

However, losing and gaining at the same time can balance out quite nicely. As long as I manage to toe the line carefully, everything will be much much much less complex for me; And I have never found myself wanting simplicity more.

I am incredibly on point lately and posses ( Read more... )

Autumn has arrived. I woke up this morning and knew that sometime during last night and that moment of stepping outside my father's house, that Summer had parted. The weather had changed, but tomorrow could suddenly be unbearably hot like the previous weeks and still it would be Autumn. I was so sure of this because of the change this day brought ( Read more... )

With the first two weeks of my last year of high school over I can confidently state one definite fact: This year is going to test me...and I'm not talking about my exams ( Read more... )

Winterguard competition today. Hopefully everything will go okay for once. Aline may be in town right now, but hell if I would know since she would be with Brent. We are coming back real late tonight, like 3 in the morning late, so I'll just see her tomorrow ( Read more... )

Okay. You want to push me away. Go ahead. There is no "hostility" in this because there would be no point in that. I know who I was to you, and if you want to let that go then there is nothing I can do to change your mind. I am as loyal as I have ever been and care as much as I always have, and I'll be here when you need me. Know that.

Yesterday was quite a day. I woke up early this morning and haven't truly woken up yet, even though it has been four hours. I'm thankful for the weekend, dreading the weekday, but restless all the same. If I could sleep the whole weekend, I probably would, but knowing me, the things I don't want to think about will find their way into my dreams ( Read more... )

My fucking wisdom tooth is giving me hell. In fact the annoying pain is much like another I've had to deal with the whole week, but you know, it's just one of those pains that you don't really pay attention to until you have nothing else to do but poke and prod it till it is all you CAN think about ( Read more... )

Okay, randomness on my part, but I've been reading the journals of people I know in town...It in like an alternate universe. People not only dating each other, but actually thinking they are "Meant To Be". Wow, the disillusionment in that particular group has just skyrocketed over the summer. My journal is threatened now that I know their journals ( Read more... )