I’m feeling pretty shitty right now and since I only write when I feel down... here I am. I’ve been dating someone for over eight months and it’s the best relationship I’ve ever had in my life, but that doesn’t mean it’s perfect. Oh hell no. We have our fights. One fight in particular is never truly over, it just starts over again constantly ( Read more... )

I've been increasingly overwhelmed by boredom with my life. I live in the same house, go to the same job, wear the same clothes and have the same routine, day in and day out. I've spent the last few days harboring a newborn hatred of everything I am. I hate my hair. I hate my room. I hate my car. I hate even my friends. It's all so "Blah" to ( Read more... )

I've still been pretty emotional lately. Just trying to get some sleep and started thinking about it ( Read more... )

Well, folks ( Read more... )

I've been feeling pretty down lately. It's sad how the worse I'm feeling, the more cheerful I act. It's like driving on a dirt road, your tires automatically fit into the ruts, and it's hard to go to either side. People must think I'm a flake. I just can't seem to stop talking about silly, random things. I don't let anyone get a word in ( Read more... )

I'm in the process of moving out of my parents house. Unfortunately, it might not work out...so.. I'm kinda depressed. Money's going to be real short this month. I'm sick, and I missed some work, so I had to use my vacation hours. It took me 10 weeks to save up all that vacation time. Now it's gone. And then there's the fact that I'm still ( Read more... )

Too close for comfort. . .

You Are 22 Years Old

22

Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe ( Read more... )

I've decided that some therapy might do me good. Course... there's the affording it thing to consider.. and some other stuff. Basically though, I have a real shitty ability to form relationships with anyone. Mainly men ( Read more... )

I swear if they had an award for "Longest, Most Pointless Journal Entry," I'd have won first, second, and third place. Not to mention runner up.

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8 or 9th night in a row that I haven't been able to sleep. Dissapointing considering the fact that I fought so hard to stay awake today. I was exhausted by 8 pm. Figured it'd be child's play to sleep tonight. Guess not. It's five in the morning; I can barely think straight I'm so tired; my eyes feel like they're on fire and I'm pleasantly ( Read more... )