i'm lonely.

Overview: Be valiant. It's time to cut ties with an unpleasant acquaintance or 'friend' whose presence leaves you consistently feeling demoralized and drained. It won't be easy, but taking this step will prove to be liberating.

Hmm, funny, I tried that last Sunday. Didn't work out so well.

i'm a bad, bad person.

ok, it's been a long time since i made a 'real' entry. and i'm not so sure how 'real' this one is going to be either. i'm half a bottle of wine down, which reminds me, must go get my glass...much better.

( so, my life in the past several months.... )

i hate my life.

so, i had a meeting today with my supervisor and the head honcho. i, along with 3 other people, are being laid off as of june 1st.

good times.

i need to start looking for another job.

shit.

my apartment smells like vomit, and i don't know why.....

Anyone got any good ideas on how I can raise approximately $3500 in a month....?

hmm, i hope i didn't just make a big mistake.....

Had I paused to reflect, I would have understood that my devotion to Clara brought me no more than suffering. Perhaps for that very reason, I adored her all the more, because of the eternal human stupidity of pursuing those who hurt us most.