as i look back at all my entries, they are all me pissed off moaning about my sorry little life ( Read more... )

fuck this fucking fuck ass world, its fuck ass president and my fuck ass problems. i can just go fuck myself. wait. no. i didn't mean that.

Whoa, so the italians left today. Im really sad. my girl wasn't the nicest one, but Ale, and elisa and vania and lorenzo and especially Gulia. Holy crap. i miss her so much. i danced w/ her at the dance and she was so cool. she gave me a cd of italian music and... yeah. i love her tons and i have that knot in your stomach that u get when u really ( Read more... )

I don't really know how to describe today. I had a delightful time with livie, and on one hand i am really happy. she found this guy kevin and i am so happy for her that... i don't even know how describe it. she deserves this so much. a really great guy and i hope that they work out (and have a wonderful time doing it!) On the other hand (and on a ( Read more... )

Life is way to fucking short to not know what you want. I nearly killed Livie and myself tonight. i don't know what i would do if i did. I have just been thinking, what if i did die? what if the people i cared most about didn't know how much i loved them all? Colleen. yes, i know that she can't read this cuz i haven't told her that i have a live ( Read more... )

Well, i haven't posted on my LJ for a really long time. To tell the truth, i forgot my password, so i made a new one. I also haven't posted because i spend my summer in michigan. i spend my summer with one of the most amazing girls i have ever met. we are almost the same in so many ways, but in others we are completely different. she is so new and ( Read more... )