Glee!fic, AtOG: Grey part 26

[rainjoyswriting]

Grey part 26, AtOGverse, superhero!AU. I owe so many comment replies, I'm so sorry, but this weekend I doubt I'll have the chance to post though I *may* be back in the library with nothing to do but teaching prep or the internet, so you kind of know I'll be with you then, right? ^^; Sorry, guys. Life is going to be crazy for a *while

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[theromanticnerd]

Haven't read it yet, but I am uploading fic on the phanblog in the next half hour! :) and there are other new things there, too, check them out in the meantime! <3

[rainjoyswriting]

Admin complete (FOR NOW ;) ), thank you so much for it all, honey <3

[theromanticnerd]

DOOOONNNNE (so excited for what you think, I am very proud of this one :$ =^^=)

BUT SLEEP FIRST OMG I can seriously wait for tomorrow!! I'll kick your butt if you look at it today!

[rainjoyswriting]

(Whenever anyone tells me (not) to do anything the first thing I think every time is I DO WHAT I WANT \o/ which probably means I've been in fandom too long -_- )

Thank you for the fic, honey ^^ Puppy and all, thank you <3

[zelenoye]

Oh God. This story is the hardest in the fandom, and sometimes it really hurts, and it means it's good, it's really good)))) Poor babies. So much pain and troubles all at once. No idea what Blaine is going to talk about with papa Hummel....

[rainjoyswriting]

I have been not looking forward to writing this chapter all fic -_- But we're all through it now, at least we never have to go through *that* again . . . thank you for reading, honey <3

[theromanticnerd]

Oh my fuck. I was expecting some bad things, because the Pink Dagger is one of the most dangerous villains against the Ghost - but nothing prepared me for what was to come. The horror show, when that serial killer started cutting off heads (and wow, am I happy I have been reading atog again, I remembered everyone, I wouldn't have known who he was otherwise), I was terrified about the Ghost losing it in public, being unmasked, being so scared he hurt himself, dying.

He had to haunt himself to get out of it. *shakes head vehemently at a loss of words*

And what was one of the most horrific things, was that some of Kurt's most feared nightmares were things that are accepted in our society and happens every minute of every day - like what did you think was gonna happen? - that wrecked me, because I know what it was like for Kurt, but I also know that usually people don't bat an eye at it

[rainjoyswriting]

Isn't it just fucking ridiculous that the Pink Dagger is the one who keeps *actually* almost killing them

[theromanticnerd]

That part (Burt's) just wrecked me. I still can't think about those lines and not want to throw up. And crap, "I don't know if *I* could go to the police and look into someone's eyes and see them thinking through in which ways *that* must have been *my fault*." I have never thought about that! :( (and it gave me a flashback to two weeks ago when a guy felt me up in the metro, and when I jumped up yelling at him and then just left, everybody was staring at *me* like *I* was somehow the badguy in the situation

[rainjoyswriting]

It is disgusting when men do that and worse when no-one does anything about it; I'm sorry, honey

[specialj67]

I enjoy reading this, but it's so hard, sometimes.

P.S. The Pink Dagger is the best villain ever.

[rainjoyswriting]

Some of it's fucking hard writing, too =/ But thank you for reading honey <3

(The Pink Dagger makes it worth it sometimes ^^;)

[abby20]

Didn't ever get it together enough to comment on the last chapter, and I'm not sure I have together enough for this one either, but. It's just so MUCH. I've been alternately so proud of both of them and heartsick for both of them and oh my god the gutpunch of Phalanx getting hurt just as he finally was unburdened and now KURT.

Blaine in this is just gorgeous; FINALLY he sees the truth about Sebastian through the much more important truths about himself. (And I love that he realized that he was the one using Sebastian; as much as Kurt knew how Sebastian would just use and discard Blaine, Sebastian wasn't entirely a person to Blaine so much as a useful concept . . .)

I'll stop rambling, because mostly I'm skirting around saying that the noise I made when I checked today and you'd updated was barely human. It IS very tough and it makes me cry sometimes, but even that is because it's just really fucking good.

[rainjoyswriting]

While I'm sure they could both have used some downtime to process the precious chapter's talk, I do acknowledge that this is not what they might have had in mind ^^; But I think Blaine's acknowledgement of *why* he kept Sebastian around is an important one - if he's being honest with himself, being disingenuous about *those* reasons is no good. But, you know, everyone's a bit wiser now, even if in some quite bad ways sometimes admittedly ^^;

I appreciate it's tough to read sometimes (it can be a bitch to write ^^;), so thank you for sticking with it honey - I'm really glad you're still enjoying it, thank you <3