i suck so bad.  i really screwed up.

Well once I gave a look to you but you never gave it back
So here I stand expressionless but my memory's intact
I guess the past is good for a laugh
A comedy so dry and black
It makes my stomach hurt so bad, I cried

i'm so damn confused.

why do i let you get me?

How do you plan on paying for this tattered old heart cuz you break it you bought it and and the shards are scattered at your feet and it’s hard not to love you when you give me that look but by now i know better cuz those eyes are what put my heart in your hands in the first place.

"Chronic remorse, as all the moralists are agreed, is a most undesirable sentiment. If you have behaved badly, repent, make what amends you can and address yourself to the task of behaving better next time. On no account brood over your wrongdoing. Rolling in the muck is not the best way of getting clean."

Amen. Everyone read Brave New World.

so apparently no one reads this.
meh. oh well

i got to go to massachusetts.

i'm missing you already.

and i'm more confused now than i was.

but i'll figure it out.

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you know when you have horrible sunburn how you get horrible chills and you just feel like plain old crap? yeah...that's how i'm feeling except i don't have sunburn, and add on top of that every muscle in my body aching. yeah...it's AWESOME.

I'm going to get my hairs cut/dyed in a few minutes. i'm gonna be hot.