I'm really missing Colin, Brittany and (of course) Martin ( Read more... )

Happy Birthday Sweetie!!

I love you!!

<3,
Nikki

OMG OMG OMG OMG!!!!

I am SOOOO HAPPY!!!!

Six years we've been waiting and planning and trying to figure things out..

and..

COLIN GOT THE LOAN FOR SIX THOUSAND DOLLARS!!! You know what that means????

CHEST SURGERY!!

You know what that means??

A HAPPY LIVING COLIN!!!!

I am so fucking happy!! *tears*

YAY!! I love you sweetie!! Mustard is QUITE happy too!! O

So..I met this boy..He's amazing..

He writes for/to me, reads to me, and plays his flute for me..

*feels loved* I just..am..falling in love with him..Nods* thats that, I am..

With love,

Nikki

A couple poems he wrote for me..

Plasma ball tingles

Plasma ball tingles
A presence in my chest
Mouth spreading, then freezing
Giggles erupt
I meet ( Read more... )

I just totally got asked out on a date..

Someone from the cities, his name is Joe. Saturday is his birthday and he'd "like me to join him" :)!

I don't know if I'm going to be able to go though, because Saturday is SO busy for me..

Man..How SHITTY!! Bleh!!

<3,
N

It's a nice day out, overcast though nice. The snow is melting and I'm sure it must be warm. Overcast is my favorite. It's amazing how much a person can appreciate swallowing when they can't. Last night when I took my last dose of meds, it was the worst tasting thing I have ever tasted. My diabetic meds smell like fish food I'm not sure how fish ( Read more... )

So..I went to the urgent care today and I'm very sick..I have strep or mono, they aren't sure which one yet. So, I am totally curled up on the couch watching a movie with the moms and a couple family friends..My tonsils are swollen and and I can barely swallow..So, to take pain reliever and the antibiotic I have, I have to crush it and eat it in ( Read more... )

Hola Everyone!!

I really need to start posting in LJ more.

How was everyone's new years eve? I hope well!

I spent mine with Colin. :)! It has been quite wonderful spending the week with Colin!!

I hope you all had a wonderful and safe new years!!

Love to all,

<3N!KkI<3

Life is so interesting these days! I am having an emotional day today! I hope this feeling goes away! BLAHFUCKBLAH!

~N~

So last monday morning I woke to a phone call telling me my sister Meagen had got hit and killed by a car...Not the best phone call to wake up to...

We...Meaning Big mom, Me, Bethany, Nora, Danny and Marissa left tuesday morning at 6am for Florida...Meagen was living in Florida with her dad...So we arrived Wednesday evening and thursday was the ( Read more... )