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You IMed me for the first time in days and my heart starts racing...in a bad way. I want to talk to you but at the same time, I don't. What I said about how you shouldn't be in a relationship if you don't know how to be in one, I'm not ready to talk about that some more right now. I'm scared, actually. For me and for us. Talking to you made my ( Read more... ) -
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I think this is a little overwhelming. Or maybe, I'm overreacting. I can't believe seeing one insignificant thing is making me hurt like this. If it's so insignificant then why do I care so much?! Because I do care, even if it's childish. One small thing and my world comes crumbling down. So fucking pathetic. -
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We say the things we want to mean but they end up of being meaningless anyways. You know he heard the words but they are ignored by the heart. All that effort and courage to build up the moment to say something meaningful becomes futile when he gives you a smile worth nothing to you. A reaction you didn’t want yet still take because you tell ( Read more... ) -
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Depressed. Sigh. -
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I like feel banging my head against a wall till I bleed. I don't know what to do right now. Why is this happening? I can't have these...these...things! Whatever they are! It's not fair! They're wrong! Sometimes I hate being human. Too many flaws. Too many mistakes. Too many rules. We can't be free. We're all confined to what we call society. It's ( Read more... ) -
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Seeing all these pictures of sweet sixteen parties makes me sad.
I'm seventeen already and I spent my sixteen birthday at an airport all day and coming home depressed.
Maybe I should make a difference for my 18th birthday?
Afterall, according to filipino tradition it's important to celebrate it. My debut as an adult. -
I'm a different person at night.
Maybe it's because I review the day's worth and I think, "shit, I hate my life."
Either that or my house doesn't have edible food to eat and I just get grumpy.
Who knows?
