wow. i suck :'(

all the days become a blur ( Read more... )

time is tugging at her sleeve ( Read more... )

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high expectations
not met
no welcome home
no feeling of love
no feeling
unless you count pain
but i guess it's okay
cus' it's my fault too

fuck everything

if you think you had a bad week, i don't care. i'm not going to pretend i care. nobody else has the decency to pretend they care, why should i.

here's a fucking subliminal message for you.

you've made me feel guilty for things nobody can control to the point where i don't care anymore.

i just don't fucking care.

so move on. or forget me entirely. or hate me for this. but your words are harsher than anything. and i shouldn't care this much. so i won't.

"fuck it"
fuck you.

"My entire life, I had no idea where I was going. I walked around with a doofy smile on my face, hoping that it was the right moment and I looked like I fit in. And every day went by and the smile got harder and harder, but I continued to try. But I'll never forget this; no, I could never forget the day I met you. Suddenly I didn't have to try ( Read more... )