Jan 10, 2005 11:54
"My entire life, I had no idea where I was going. I walked around with a doofy smile on my face, hoping that it was the right moment and I looked like I fit in. And every day went by and the smile got harder and harder, but I continued to try. But I'll never forget this; no, I could never forget the day I met you. Suddenly I didn't have to try for the smile-- you managed to give me something to smile about. I didn't care anymore if I fit in, because it didn't matter where I was standing, as long as it was next to you. And you showed me that people really can fall in love, when the life I had been leading only showed that in the movies. I was a fool to think I might be able to get over you. Because when you are with the person you love, it really doesn't matter if you're in two different places... it matters that when you're with eachother, there's nothing else but the two of you. And you know you love him because you want to tell him everything, because, maybe, it will make you feel like he was there. And when he takes you home from that long drive you've missed, and you plan your marriage, and realize there's nothing more important than him... that's when you know; the movies don't know shit. It never was about revenge or hating eachother and suddenly realizing you were in love. You knew from the start it was love. And you start to cry because, for once, you were right all along."