what am i to do? it doesn't matter, because either way someone WILL get hurt. i think it's best that i be alone forever so that i don't hurt anybody....

ever.

This livejournal is basically a place where I can vent and spill out all of my feelings and my outlooks on life. So everytime I'm here, I'm emo. -_- Right now I'm going downhill in everything. In the beginning, summer was all fun; no drama, no crying, no worrying, nothing. But now that's all I'm getting out of life. I'm getting tired of everything ( Read more... )

Sunday ( Read more... )

Man, here I am again, coming back onto this livejournal because I have nothing else to do. Once again, I read all of my past entries, and I still sound emo-fied, yet there was a time when i was happy. After reading some of those passages, I read about what I was afraid of, and now since time has passed, the things i was afraid of that were gonna ( Read more... )

i don`t know what to do anymore. i hate feeling like this. i always feel like shatt. i always try to stay positive in everything, yet everyday i cry.. i hate htis frikken whole in my heart. i hate everything.. i want everyhting to go away.. i want the pain to stop hurting.. i don`t know what to do.

man on man... reading the old entries make me feel stupid about how i felt. i think i acted a little emo-fied. i was so depressed, i didn`t like school, i had drama with friends, i was heart broken. i`m glad that phase is over now. i talked to robin about all that mumbo jumbo. we kinda feel the same way about ferd & josiah, afraid about fading away ( Read more... )

3 WEEKS TODAY! ;]♥

summer`s been pretty cool. most of my summer has been full of babysitting. and i haven`t really gone anywhere on vacation. a lot of things has changed too. people changed, people moved and are moving, i got closer to others, i got a bf, & i changed. during summeri went to the movies a lot, hung out with the fambam, & i gained patience because of ( Read more... )

tomorrow! haha. whoo<33 july20 JR

Yesterday, Friday, I got home around 2 in the morning. And when I got home, I received a lecture from my dad. Grreat ;D .... anywho, last morning, I woke up & got ready & got Jerms ready to get picked up by John, cause I was going to babysit his baby, Ava, while he worked on other things. So it was a challenge to me to take care of 2 babies. It ( Read more... )