i slept with a boy named Pablo, my god that sex was amazing. I had him come over the next day. Even better.

unfortunately, on the first day it was supposed to be a sex only thing, but he invited me to dinner, and i accepted, and he told me he had a bf.

yes. the next day we did it.

so. come yesterday, when he was supposed to be plowing me into next ( Read more... )

The boy i've been crushing on, is a bottom. Felipe is a bottom. And John? hes a bitch. didn't talk to him for a wk before his bday. so i didnt go. funny enough, cops raided it and arrested people. /claps. running on my cat nap from yesterday.. which.. i was running from the hr nap of the night before..

/sigh

"Anyone to teenagers to little old ladies get it.. Don't worry, its nothing too bad ( Read more... )

February seems to look up for me. my bank acc will become positive again, i may start school again, Julia will be at her own apt. (mixed feelings on that one)Roman lives in Miami again, and i have been kinda sorta dating Jon (Jake)

New Year, New Me, Rough Start. lol, first time i have a boyfriend since Victor before senior year, bahahaha. sad no?

at 12 in the morning, by someone who knew what they were doing

luckily, the car ran out of gas 10 blocks away. /wipes forehead.

car was found 12/16/10 in the morning

Merry Christmas Yoel, fuck your wallet and everything it owns, you are one broke son of a bitch this month. /facepalm.

To come home alone.

I smile, a lot.
when i really feel bad.

I say everything is good.
when its all in shambles.

i don't know where i am getting all of this strength.
I'm lonely, but not alone.

Laurence -"Cant spend more than 5 seconds to say hi to me ( Read more... )

this month, it always seems to blow by. its like, i wait a month to celebrate, then i celebrate the biggest day of my year, and then, its like if time makes up for having spent 2 months in the prior month of august, that the next thing i notice, its August 1. Monday is the 20th, my first COLLEGE class ( Read more... )

applying for college is a fucking bitch, i was told to go home twice cause the fucking office was closed, the next time i was told i couldnt apply for residence myself, the next time the documents i had were too recent, and now they want different papers, but this time, im sick of this bs. i told my dad to fax it ( Read more... )