I'm not that good. I hate this part of my life. Finding out who I am in the almost post college stage of my life. I have no clue what is going on in my life. I feel like I'm in high school all over again expect this time i'm leaving with a sister I've made for life. And a few more sisters but mostly not. I have never felt so bad for something in my ( Read more... )

[20:40] Olivia: you went alum without alum ( Read more... )

i'm so sick of this. I had surgery and whitney and jessica are my only friends that care/ Its that so sad. I have had this problem before. I'm just going to do what I can do to get by and then i'm done. Its heart breaking to me. i don't know what else to think. What should I do? am i going to spend the rest of my life this way or is something going ( Read more... )

I don't know much about life but I know what I've lived through and that is enough emotion to keep me going for a while. Life is full of sad moments and I hate that I have so many to write about. I want happy times. More happy then sad. That's what I want but sadly its the other way around. I hate that ( Read more... )

I want to feel something other then this nothingness that loves to huant me. It hurts and making me sick to my stomach. I didn't do anything wrong and this hurts that you think I would. How much do you want me to hurt? Cause your making me hurt lots. I'm so sad. I don't know anything else. I did something to myself that I shouldn't have. Something ( Read more... )

I'm completely in shock right now. i don't know what else to call it. I wasnt to be done with school and move on with my life. but i can't. I've got until may. Nothing will stand in my way to getting out of this school. I want to get gone. I'm not loving the whole sorority thing.Maybe my emotions are in the wrong place but I'm still in pain and how ( Read more... )

"I hear your voice saying my name it sounds so sweet ( Read more... )

I'm sitting in class bored out of my mind. Reading an author who doesn't really make sense to anyone. Two papers do tomorrow and just finishing touchs to all of them and I'm done. how nice is that. Then I have three exams beyond that. And I'm know for just shy of a month. how much fun is that? 18 credits and I'm done. Isn't that strange ( Read more... )

Happy Thanksgiving!

Happy Birthday Jessica!

Both of my computers broke down in the last day. My laptop is working now but only a little and my desktop is still a work in progress. This is all hard and painful. I don't feel good and really just want to be in bed right about now but thats not going to happen. I have so much homework to do. I have completed my second essay for PS 131 but I ( Read more... )