Sitting here in class listening to everyone talk about the class work that I have once again forgot to read. i'm glad school will be over very soon. I can't wait for college to be over however now i have to find a big girl job that is taking a lot longer then i thought it would. i just really need to find a real job. Just something that will keep ( Read more... )

boo

I'm going to Chicago if it kills me. I can't take this. You tell me to use my grad money on something special so I decided I want to take a $300 trip to Chicago and you have a problem with that. You said it was fine until you found out Im going by bus and then you said no. So I changed to go by train and you still have a problem with it. I'm sick ( Read more... )

the days are running long and the pain even longer. the thoughts are running wild. I'm thinking truly about the sorority and how that life is going. ast is dropping like flys and that makes it all so much harder.

taking one to many pills would be an easier way to die instead i'm stuck with you. Thanks for the pleasure of a slow death.

Today was a good day. I think. I had a bathroom in my living room for a long time today. Now its in the room its suppose to be. My ankle really hurts but I'm sure it will all be better soon. I have my doctors appointment on monday and will hopefully get my car back on Monday. Please let my car get better. i really want that.

Its such a sad day. I know whats going to happen tomorrow and it breaks my heart. How can you do this to a sister? How can you call yourselves sisters when you do something like this? Do you understand that this is people's lives your messing with? You just can't push them aside when you will it. You call yourselves anchored4life well guess what? ( Read more... )

I can feel my heart beat through my finger tips. The blood pumping through my whole body. Pump. Pause. Pump. Pause. The smile of ecstasy sets in as I lay my head on the pillow. It was such an erotic feeling for something so small. So small it fit into a tiny white pill. Taken with a glass of water.

BellaDevilL: hey i figured out how to change i my little smiley's so now they are kittens instead of bunnies ( Read more... )

I don't know what to do about ast. still i can't not figure it out. i'm thinking about it all the time. there has to be an answer that i'm just over looking. and really they can't kick me out and i'm good standing and have done everything i should be stay that way. even everything the advisor's told me to do.

yet i don't know.