I have never been so dissappointed by someone in my entire life...you let me down BIG time.  At first I felt like I was putting double standards into the situation but then, I remembered what you said..."I'm not asking you to wait for me...and I'm not looking to hook-up with anyone because I still love you."  Well, I guess that's a promise you ( Read more... )

alrite, so I know my entries as of lately haven't really been up to par. whatever...not much interesting stuff to write about. not like much of anyone reads this damn thing anyway...lol. so I'm starting to re-think the thoughts I had about this "cool awesome" person I met a few days ago. getting on me last nerve. (and yesh, I meant to say me ( Read more... )

wow, feeling pretty damn good...which is amazing to me...sometimes I catch myself feeling shitty but I try to push that feeling aside 'cause I'm tired of feeling empty

met a really cool person tonite...made me feel good...  ::grin::

This is the worst I've felt in a long time.  He broke up with me last nite.  And already I feel lost.  He keeps saying "It's not that I don't want to be with you..."  I don't know what to do now.

I'm lost...

hmm...It has been quite a while since I posted.  What's new?  Graduation...wow I feel so different...TRICK!  The only nice thing about it is I'm getting tons of $$ sent my way.  ::grin::

I was reading my friend Emmalee's journal and I realized something...I haven't been smiling much lately.  I mean like this whole past week was pretty good because ( Read more... )

OMG...I'm so steamed that BITCH told my mom how I offered her boyfriend weed and had sex with him.  Hmm...wish someone would have informed me I lost my virginity to that loser and had weed to be offering...haha...TRICK!  You people don't understand how ANGRY I am.  So then, my mother (wonderful woman that she is) tells my father.  My father who ( Read more... )

word count thing...cool stuff

Hey fuckers...wow, in a great mood rite now.  My Chem. 2 teacher is being a big dick and is making me take the semesters for his class.  And, this is AFTER I went to the office and talked to the principal about it.  Wow, my very last day of high school is turing out to be great!  ::fake smile::

...I need some cheering  :-/  but that will come ( Read more... )

hmm...lisnin to some opera (coming from the old man next door's house) on my way walking home from Sierra...has a calming effect on me.  Anyway enuff talk about opera...I'm so totally getting into techno music.  The only thing I don't like about it is when there's a voice in the back ground saying something that you can't understand.

Alrite, here's ( Read more... )

::le sigh:: I only have 2 days of school left. OH joyous of most joyous things in the world ( Read more... )