So I seem to have forgotten/misunderstood that whatever is going on with me, emotionally/hormonally/chemically, has a very real physical component ( Read more... )

I'm pretty sure I made some promise to myself and other beings (some of which might in fact be a lot bigger 'n me) to start writing a book on September 1 ( Read more... )

Thursday night, at the Unit, I ate the death food ( Read more... )

... I want to say about the stupidity of this "death panel" nonsense.

But too tired. And it would just be more ranting anyway. Because, yeah, what we need injected into this conversation is MORE anger.

Sigh.

Saturday was horrible. A really, *really* bad day ( Read more... )

Forgot to say how thankful I am to all of you who have offered support and advice and a listening ear for me here, lately.

So I did everything I wanted to do yesterday. Made every appointment. Hit every mark. Kind of a milestone ( Read more... )

And slept like shit last night ( Read more... )

.... to everybody who has weighed in with thoughts about depression and how to treat it ( Read more... )

...Sounds like depression.

Those of you who know this dance... what helps you?

Gonna talk to my acupuncturist/chinese herbalist tomorrow. Taking salvia and amber right now for anxiety. See what she's got for depression. And, aware I might need more than that. Looking for the shortest, cheapest route to help/support/management, being uninsured and