It's important to know that everything, always will turn out alright. When I'm anxious about something, or worried about something, I think everything will be OK, and I feel better. It seems that the older I get, the more sense all of the stupid little phrases I've heard my entire life make sense ( Read more... )

I haven't written in here since October, and that is about as long as I've gone without writing something down here in a long time. This is going to be one hell of a splattering of random shit on electronic-paper ( Read more... )

I'm a mixed up motherfucker, scared of his future, and more importantly, scared that his ability to change where he needs to change may not be up to par. Scared that my few good strong healthy relationships aren't going to be enough, scared that I've burned too many bridges to be rebuilt, scared that my preparation for the real world is no where it ( Read more... )

Cool, so I have Mono. Where the fuck did I get Mono from?

This sucks.

Sometimes I just hate people. There is nothing I can do about it, sometimes I really, genuinely, just hate people. I think that TV and being in a college town are both double edged swords. Sometimes you see something or meet someone that is awesome, but there are always 2000x more cliche boring shows and people that sometimes I just want to slap ( Read more... )

I am afraid of growing old. And I'm 21 fucking years old. What's wrong with me?

Following the general rule that less LJ posts = a better and more content life, my life has been quite good lately. I am finally getting my shit together (for the most part) and learning the REAL in's and outs of a serious relationship. Seven months and counting, and not an end in sight.

I really love life. Really.

Never before have I been faced with a challenge like this. Never has the way I thought and evaluated things ever been rattled like it has of late. It's hard when you try so hard and things sometimes blow up in your face. It's discouraging, but I'm just glad to have a girlfriend as patient as I do, and words can't express how appreciative I am of ( Read more... )

I've never been so fucking happy in my life.

The only thing that I can say is that I'm grateful for second chances. Sometimes there are things that are unexpected, and things that you need to adjust and adapt to on the fly. Sometimes, when you can't, you do something dumb. I feel like I've taken some things for granted, even thought I know how great they are. I guess It's a matter of ( Read more... )