first of all ( Read more... )

my heart goes ( Read more... )

in reading all of your excuses to stay sane ( Read more... )

you came back for seconds ( Read more... )

i've lost something ( Read more... )

i missed these nights of talking about isaac brock keeping me ( Read more... )

i'm here to say.
it was just a false alarm.
but, i still wanted you.
i crept back in bed.
didn't feel the pull.
thought about airplanes & the feel of your heartbeat.
drive in a car that doesn't exist.
remember the way you'd laugh at my driving.
wendys on hot afternoons.
the good days.
darling.
april is the best time for loving.
so, love me already.

friendship & the lack of ( Read more... )

i've smoked too much.
said too little.
my eyes are sore.
my insides are full.
because.
you're.
outside.
of them.
i know.
you're out there.

tonight was one of those nights.
where i realized.
that i still have some juice left.
and that everything is going to be okay.
i miss everyone.
so.
much.
at times.
i lose my breath.
i need an oxygen tank.
for everytime i think about everyone.
and that is really.
all of the time.