i had another awesome night with brad. we got some chinese food, it was the shit. i am so worried right now about so many things that i really can't do anything about. sometimes i feel so hopeless, and i am still trying to figure out what my purpose in life is. and no, don't take this the wrong way anyone, i am not suicidal, lol. i am simply ( Read more... )

Surrr has me so weak...Read this sh*t...HaHa ( Read more... )

hmmm. today was my nine month anniversary with brad. it was an awesome day! first we watched "freddy vs. jason", and it scared the sh*t out of me! that movie freaked me out so bad! lol...then we ate dinner, his momma cooked some bangin' chilli...big ups to mrs. stacy ( Read more... )

natalie had me so weak off of this ( Read more... )

wow, tell me why i made the dean's list, and that still isn't good enough for one of my parents. he said that i should have a 3.8 (well, i have a 3.5). i have decided that it is my place in life to become a history teacher. call me crazy, but history is the shit! i am so stoaked that i am taking "the civil war and reconstruction"; wow, i know ( Read more... )

tonight i had the best macaroni and cheese that i've ever had in my entire life...big ups to my momma. after dinner brad helped me hook up the printer (that he bought me) to my new lap top. it was the hardest thing that i've done in a while (because i don't know anything about technology). now i am watching viva la bam; this show is so awesome, ( Read more... )

i have a phobia of being in dark rooms when i am trying to sleep. i also cannot go to sleep if i am the last person in the house to fall asleep. i need the comfort of someone being awake to put me to sleep. if someone knows how to fix this, please let me know ( Read more... )

Wow, I think I finally figured out to use this! I love you guys.

I love the mall, and I love the new Pink Etnies I got from Brad. He is so adorable. Wow, have y'all ever tasted the new Bubble Yum Blizzard at Dairy Queen? It is awesome! My tattoo is really starting to itch, and my skin under the tattoo is peeling and it's all dry and gross...It was so worth it though because it is super cute. I really don't ( Read more... )

I have come to the conclusion that life truly does suck. Maybe people weren't meant to have best friends. This hurts, I can't believe that days like today happen to good people (I am referring to myself as the good person, but I am not trying to toot my own horn.)