i just need to ramble...
i had another awesome night with brad. we got some chinese food, it was the shit. i am so worried right now about so many things that i really can't do anything about. sometimes i feel so hopeless, and i am still trying to figure out what my purpose in life is. and no, don't take this the wrong way anyone, i am not suicidal, lol. i am simply comtemplating my life, and what it is that i am here to accomplish.
love is great. without that right now i would be insane. brad is the best thing that has ever happened to me. i know i talk about him a lot, but so what...can't a girl love on her boyfriend? whoever has a problem with that can kiss my white ass!
i know what would make me happy right now. you know those really big rainbow lollipops that you can get from busch gardens? that would be so perfect right now! or some cotton candy. i am just in the mood for something sweet and sugary.
school starts soon and that sucks the big one. for some reason right now, i don't feel like i belong at wesleyan...maybe because it is over-rated (or just over-priced). don't get me wrong, it is a good school, but i just don't feel like i am supposed to be there. maybe i just need to adjust.
i am considering another tattoo on the right side of my lower hip (the same place i have it now, but on the other side). i think a little care bear would be so adorable. i love the green one, good luck bear. the only thing stopping me is the fact that i don't know if i will still think it is cute when i am 80. i'll just hafta see what happens and go with my gut feeling (though my gut feeling usually gets me in trouble or is totally wrong).
love is great. without that right now i would be insane. brad is the best thing that has ever happened to me. i know i talk about him a lot, but so what...can't a girl love on her boyfriend? whoever has a problem with that can kiss my white ass!
i know what would make me happy right now. you know those really big rainbow lollipops that you can get from busch gardens? that would be so perfect right now! or some cotton candy. i am just in the mood for something sweet and sugary.
school starts soon and that sucks the big one. for some reason right now, i don't feel like i belong at wesleyan...maybe because it is over-rated (or just over-priced). don't get me wrong, it is a good school, but i just don't feel like i am supposed to be there. maybe i just need to adjust.
i am considering another tattoo on the right side of my lower hip (the same place i have it now, but on the other side). i think a little care bear would be so adorable. i love the green one, good luck bear. the only thing stopping me is the fact that i don't know if i will still think it is cute when i am 80. i'll just hafta see what happens and go with my gut feeling (though my gut feeling usually gets me in trouble or is totally wrong).